coughing all out.

20.02.2008
12.46pm





Just a few random pics, I'm too bored D:

Time Out

20.02.2008
11.01am

First & for most,
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY MINGLI :D



Was crapping with her till 11.30pm last night. She's so crazy :D Cos' its her big day :D & I'm stuck at home. I'm down with flu, cough & a little bit of wheezing which may in turn lead to a great fat asthma attack. Life's taking its toll on me, & I've gotta stand up to face it. I'm gonna take my medicine on time, punctually & observe enough sleeeep :D Yeah, I lack of that.

Alright, so what's the big deal? Kevin's not in class too D: LOL, alright, I shall go rest well now. Take care people. I'll be back in school soon, maybe on Friday. Cos' I can't skip parade :(

Word Verification: CUJPI (Choose undergarment, Jaydon pinked it.)

quiztime

19.02.2008
8.15pm



What can I say, today's just eventless. Nothing much to post about. I'm waiting for Jaydon to come online. Hopefully he's fine then. I'm gonna do a quiz in the meantime :D

QUIZ TIME :D
1. How old will you be in five years?
I'll be 20 years old.
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My classmates.
3. How much do you weigh?
43kg but I think it went up after CNY.
4. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
My birthday, March holidays!
5. What's the last movie you watched?
Kungfu Dunk!
6. Who was the last person you dream of?
I don't dream everytime. I wish I will.
7. Who was the last person who talked on the phone with you?
Jeslyn, she's coming to get her adapter.
8. What was the last text message you received?
Weiting - "Yup yup, more on character, then have to know some themes, yup."
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Ellie :D

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text.
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Concussing.
12. What is your current mood?
Empty.
12. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Yesterday.
14. What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown.
15. What time did you wake up today?
6.00am, for school.
16. What are you wearing right now?
Kinderland shirt + FBTs.
17. Do you find love or wait for it?
Wait if its worth, leave it if its not.
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Home.
19. Where is your least favorite place?
Tuition centre. Oh god.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere now?
Australia, Sydney.
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10years?
Rearing animals in my farm in New Zealand. LOL.
22. Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
Paris Hilton, I like square faces :D
23. What do you fear the most?
MJY, sucks.
25. Who was the last person to send you a message?
WeiTing.
26. How big is your house?
Terrace.
27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.
28. What colour are your bedsheets?
Lol, there's alot of colour.
29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.

30. What was the last thing you ate?
Sotongball.
31. Are u bored right now?
I guess, I have nothing better to do.
32. What do you wish to do?
Sleep.
33. College or university?
Univerisity.
34. Quiz or midterm?
Quiz!
35. Gold or Silver?
Silver.
36. Does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
Yeah.
37. Opposite-sex that attracts you the most by looks or special qualities?
None, feelings.
38. Listening to any songs now?
Do You Know by Enrique Iglesias, PINGPONGSONG :D
39. How long ago did you kiss someone?
I can't rmbr.

40. Do u have a boyf/girlf?
Yeah.
41. Hugs or kisses?
Both :D
42. Do you smoke a lot?
Yah, like ten packets a day.
43. Do you know your blood type?
AB+
44. Do you dance?
Yup.
45. Do you take daily medications?
Nope.
46. Have you ever drank alcohol?
Yeah.
47. What song is your ringtone?
The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice.
48. Do you hang on the phone for a long time?
Super.
49. Do you own a gun?
No but I like air rifle :D

50. Do you get nervous?
Yeah, most of the time.
51. Who do you want to do this quiz?
Anyone who wishes to try it out :D

Please let those who have fallen recover.

TheBlower'sDaughter - Damien Rice

18.02.2008
10.33pm



The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

witheredtoday

18.02.2008
9.04pm



Jaydon doesn't recognize me anymore online. He's just tired from all the injections & medicines & side-effects. I know it hurts him a million times more than what it is to me. Everything was fine last night, we were still talking till 3am. I don't know what happened. I wish I'm at Australia now. Then he can give me some of his agony. & We can share them together. He wouldn't have to keep it all to himself.

(Jaydon.L) Where are you? says:
why didnt you tell them to take away all those needles?

can I?

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

Let me be your hero

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care,
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

ARCS 2008 & Np reunion dinner

16.02.2008
11.34pm



Dead beat. I'm tired. Gosh, had a superbly long day today. I shall start from scratch. Got up at 7 o'clock sharp & headed for the bus-stop. Boarded the bus then realised that I forgot to remember my slippers. Alighted & took a cab back home to claim it then zoomed towards Tampines Mall. Had a loooong MRT ride to Outram Park & Weiting boarded the MRT. Alighted at Bukit Gombak & walked the strenous path to HomeTeam NS.

Waited for the rest of the team to come. Registered & there's this weird thing about my CCA. Everytime they submit my name for any events in particular, its Pan Min Er, not Tan. Call that troublesome, I have to strike the "P" off & replace it with a thick & bold "T". Bahhh.



I took lane 14.



Got all jittery watching the other details shoot. I was in the third detail. Tried calming my nerves with the sweets/snacks thoughtful Weiting brought for all the participants. Its really sweet of her :D When it was finally my turn I had to stop so many times while trying to aim for the target. Stressful's the word. I kept making myself think that its just a normal practice shoot or something. I guess it helped a little & I scored 95.

After the competition, all of us went over to our favourite & weekly routine of Thai Takeaway at Bukit Gombak MRT. I couldn't really feast on the food I bought cos' I tightened my braces & it hurts a mouthful. LOL. We took MRT down to Lot 1 afterwhich. RachelY, Weiting & I went to mug at the library. Got chased away by the auntie there. I suppose they should provide us with more tables. So it can be more conducive.

After that the three of us went to IMM & that's where the fun begins. We were bubbling with excitement cos' we were looking forward to doing some shopping(window). Searched high & low for the old IMM building entrance, & we somehow scurried to some office building. It was cool though, it was really deserted so we started to camwhore :D But screw it, my camera ran out of battery so we gotta scram. So we travelled down to Vivocity after that. So that concludes three malls for the day :D Took some pics in Vivo too :D I think the pool area's a splendid place.


Camwhoring :D


We hate the wind.

We got really emo listening to the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias. Its a great song, the lyrics, though its not exactly new or anything.

After that we hopped on to Boon Keng to meet up with other NPCC cadets to have our reunion dinner. The dinner was just filled to the brim with laughter. We were laughing at practically everything, the humps, the prawns(prawnsuck), the fishballs/meatballs/sotongballs/everything-together-ball, Leona's orange pill stuck in the nose incident(hilarious like some shit). My stomach's churning right now. I think I'm gonna puke. Too much food, cooked & uncooked. But it was funnnn :D

Word verification for the day: YTJUQA (Yes, today just unanswered questions altogether.)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

14.02.2008♥
5.28pm

The truth is,
That when I love you,
I love you
Simply because I found you

Once for all;
I knew to my sorrow,
Often and often,
If not always,
That I love you
Against reason,
Against promise,
Against peace,
Against hope,
Against happiness,
Against all discouragement
That could be.

Once for all;
I love you
None the less,
Because I knew it.
And neither
Did it restrain me,
Than if
I had believed
I would write your name
in blood
A thousand times
On every petal of a rose.

I would shed tears,
A thousand tears,
To wash you,
Cleanse you,
From all your sorrow, fears.

I would cover you,
With a thousand
Kisses.
Protect you,
From life's
Painful reminisces.

I remember closing my eyes
Each night.
Remember feeling content, complete.
Like nothing could be more right.


Weiting & Me, during our cookie-baking :D

Its Vday♥ today :D & I it was really great. Though I didn't really celebrated it, infact, MJY ruined the entire spirit of the day. But everything was still good, everyone was spreading love & all smiles :) Its really comforting to see everyone like that, especially my favourite acquaintances. Its really sweet & everything.

Lunched with Ellie. We love pink lippy & orange orange :D I think everyday should be Vday :D



This guy's like great. His friend too :)

Word Verification: tkvmzdk (Toad kissed Vivien madly zigzaging Donald's kite)

countdown to vday ♥

13.02.2008
9.49pm

Its like one more day to Vday & I'm so so so extrememly excited. I'm bubbling with sooo much love to SPREAD out to the entire planet ;D Its already Valentine's in Australia, they're so much faster.

So, went to my aunt's house with Weiting yesterday to prepare some really tempting delicacies for our friends for Vday :D So here's like the process of baking! We are pattiseures.

We had to put them nicely on the tray to be baked in the oven! (This tray of cookies came out really fat, like some quilt patch-work :D Can say it was a failure, so we ended up choking ourselves fat with it!)


And, here's the final product :D


So it was pretty much a mess originally. But we started to get the hang of it so we got quite alot of sucessful ones in the end :D I really love my aunt to bits and pieces.

Everyone its time to spread some love tomorrow :DD

Word verification: ryxch (Rachel Yong X-ed cooking honey)

I'm overjoyed!

11.02.2008
9.25pm

Oh man, my post now can't have colourful fonts anymore. The toolbar seemed to have disappear :D Today's the best day ever. Jaydon's regained conscious & he can talk now. He didn't give up :) He didn't let us down :) Its the best thing ever.

At least I know he's fine now. What a relief. Its like 如释重负. Lol, not bad, I benefit from revising HCL :D Yay. Okay I have nothing much to talk about today. Just tomorrow could be fun :D Cos' Weiting & I have got something up! :D

Its not over.

10.02.2008
9.40pm



Sigh, if Jaydon could hear this it'd be great.

Everyone's waiting, holding on for him to recover. His fever just hit 40 degrees celcius again. One moment he's like fine with controlled temperature then it fluctuates up & down & everywhere. Its so painful. He gets injected whenever the fever revisits.

He's been holding on for so long already, more than a week of fever. I'm sure he won't give up that easily. Cos' we won't on him. Life can be damn super unreasonable at times. How can this kind of pain ever be inflicted upon someone so kind, thoughtful and caring. I remember Alicia's nickname. It goes like we can't blame life for being unfair when even our own fingers are off different length. How true.

Vday's coming. I hope he'll feel better by then. Everyone will feel better too.

Kungfu Dunk!

10.02.2008
8.25pm




周大侠 - 周杰伦

Went to watch Kungfu Dunk yesterday with my parents, brother & Flora. Lewis said he saw me outside G2000, but I seriously didn't notice :\ Sorry! Anyway, I really love the surprising appearance of Jackie Wu at the beginning of the movie. It was so hilarious. Nobody in my family recognized him except me. I heard his voice & I knew it was him. His exit from the entire movie was totally LOL too. I really enjoyed the movie :D It was good. I would advice you to watch :D :D Oh yes, & I think capcom streetfighter arcade game's good. Worth the $$.

Anyway, my house transformed from a tranquil & conducive environment to a gambling den today. LOL. But for goodness sake, I've stopped gambling so it was merely taking curious glances at the gamblers :D You know, all of them say mahjong can be picked up by looking at long hours at them gamble. But I guess I'm retarding or something, I can't get it :D



I'm really proud of myself to have finished my HCL revision :D It was crap, I spent 3 pathetic hours trying to absorb. Whatever ;D I didn't study the whole of today :D Yay. School's back tomorrow. I'm eager to get back to school :D Yay.

Cancer

09.02.2008
1.23pm



Cancer - My Chemical Romance
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know,
That if you say, (If you say)
Good-bye today, (Good-bye today)
I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.


Cried like some shit as I heard that song. Cancer might have found its way to Jaydon. It could be the worst thing ever that happened in my life.

So let's see. I've completed most of my CNY homework, & I'm over the moon cos' of that :D

1. Geography Mindmap done!
2. Mountain high of E-Maths sums done!
3. Chemistry Revision done!
4. HCL Revision halfway!

Morning Call :D

09.02.2008
2.41am

Check the time out :O I can't get to sleep anyway. So here's a quiz thing :)

Confess that in 2007 I:
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) madeout in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had a stalker -..-
( ) mooned someone
(-) went over the minutes/txting on your cell phone
(-) had/have a good relationship with someone
(-) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
( ) done something you've regretted
(-/) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe
SCHOOL:
( ) took an honors/advanced class
(-) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(-) met one teacher you really like
(-) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(-) skipped school
( ) did something you were proud of
(-) discovered a new talent
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(-) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER:
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a 'poem'
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(-) listened to music you couldn't stand
(-) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(-) laughed till you cried
( ) flirted shamelessly
(-) visited a foreign country
(-) budged in a line of waiting people
(-) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
(-) prank called someone

RANDOM
1. How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry this year? Two.
2. Have you ever broken the law? Yes :P
3. Ever kissed a smoker? Urgh, no.
4. Is it really like licking an ashtray?
5. What color shirt are you wearing right now? Blue :)
6. What's the weather like? Breezy, cos' of the fan :D
7. Can you see your phone? Nope, its getting charged in the room.
8. Do you have any pets? Nope.
9. What are you listening to right now? Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
10. What's your eye color? Dark brown.
11. Have you ever been called a bitch? Yes :D
13. Over the summer were you tan? Nope.
14. What are you doing? Doing this quiz :D
15. What did you do yesterday? All I can remember is CARDS :D
16. How many times have you seen your favorite movie? Like twice or something.
17. What holiday do you most enjoy? December one :D
18. Which one of your siblings do you look like? I only have a brother. & I don't wanna look like him D:

ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. What is the relationship between you and the last person you texted? Gerald, good friend :)
2. What is wrong with you right now? Everything.
3. Do you miss your first love? Yeah, but I don't want it back.
4. When did you last cry? Yesterday night or something.
5. Who do you hate? What the shit?
6. What do you want in your life right now? Jaydon to get better.
7. Are you happy? Not really :\
9. What do you smell like? I just finished bathing :D
10. Drinking? Nothing.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed? Cookie monster :D
13. What do you wear to bed?- t-shirt & FBTs.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? No, lets keep it simple.
15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? I don't know her D:
16. How long is your longest relationship? 6 Months.
26. Whose house did you go to last night? Ahma's :D:D
27. What about the night before that? Ah ma's lah :D
28. Do you like anyone right now? Yeah.
29. Are you bored? Yes.
30. What is the last movie you watched? Mr Mag's Wonder Emporium.
32. What are you excited about? Getting myself stuck in this survey :D
34. Who was last to touch your butt? Haha, cookie monster.
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts? Haha yeah, I dreamt that they were teaching me Maths.
36. What’s on your mind right now? Nothing much. I'm getting tired.
37. Who was the last person to make you cry? Jaydon.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A.": Amanda
39. Do you care what others think about you? Yeah :D
41. Do you trust people easily? Terribly, no.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I don't think so.
43. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nope.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?- Jaydon to recover & get better.
45. Who was the last person you called? Dad.
46. Who was the last missed call? Jeslyn, I think.
47. What's your ring tone? Tonight :D
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year? No lah :D
49. What were you doing at 5pm last Friday night? NPDP D:
50. What happened at 10:00 am today? It hasnt reached yet. Lets predict, I'll be mugging.

ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. Where were you 2 hours ago? Online at home? :D
2. Who are you in love with? Hahaha :D
3. Is there anything green within 10 feet of you? Erm, no?
4. When is the last time you went to the mall? Two days ago or something.
5. Have you been to the movies in the last 3 days? Nah.
6. Are you laughing? Yes, after I read that question.
7. What were you doing at 11PM last night? On the way home from granny's.
8. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coke
9. What are you wearing right now? Blue shirt + fbts. (tucked in) erm, no.
11. Last food that you ate? Ngoh Hiang.
12. Where were you yesterday at this time? My bed.
13. When is the last time you ran? A couple of weeks ago.
14. What's the last sporting event you watched? Hippos trying to snap at each other.
15. What is your favorite animal? Cookie monsters.
16. Last person's house you were in? Granny's.
17. Have you ever been in love? I have chosen: YEAHHHH :D
18. Do you miss anyone right now? Yah
19. Last movie you saw? Can't remember.
20. What are your plans for tonight? Sleep.

I WANT TO STOP HERE COS' I FEEL DUMB. Byee :D I'm off to sleep.

mahjong mayhem

09.02.2008
12.21am



Okay, so I just got home from granny's place. Had a really good time playing cards with my cousins & uncles. I seriously think one of my uncle is just there simply to rob us of all our hongbao money. Haha :D He's like the banker so he gets everything when he gets bunluck :\ Bababa. Youren kept reminding me to "PUSH ALL YOUR LUCK" & it turned out that I lost a total of $130. Thanks ah.

Everyone initally bet on only $2, maximum $4. But today everyone raised their bets to like $10. That's an 80% increment. So the banker ended up winning a lot. My capital was $130 so I ran after I lost all :P Haha, what a joke. Lady luck didn't visit me today.

Tomorrow's just gonna be super & unbelievably BORING. I mean, its CNY & I've gotta mug for the upcoming HCL test that consists of like 5 chapters. Not forgetting there'd be another Chemistry test :O Sigh, so tomorrow's burnt. But I'm having some gathering on Sunday. Hope it'd be fun.

Its time i really PUSH ALL MY LUCK.

2nd day of CNY

08.02.2008

2.03pm

Hello everyone. I'm home from the first half of the visiting today. I'm popping over to granny's later cos' aunty from JB is coming over. Somehow I'm longing to get there. So that I can play more cards & perhaps I'd be blessed with some lady luck today. Had been losing alot of $$$ the past few nights. Not a good start for the new year so I shall see if I can redeem myself some cash after today's games. I'm gonna snap more pictures later at granny. Hopefully I'll remember. Here are some for today anyway:

Mom, Me & Brother (as usual, trying to look cool).

I like the background. Damn cool >D

Dad's off to the airport for some work stuff so he landed mom, brother & me at home again. Waiting for him to return so we can go to granny's. In the meantime, I feel like starting on some homeworks but some other part of my body tells me not to :P I guess that spells LAZY :D Oh, & I read the scandal about Edison Chen. Damn shocking :O

I need more angbaos :D I think I hate my cousin. Oops. I think he should go for a haircut cos' his hair is poking into his eyes & I bet it hurts. He's gay :\

Tomorrow's gonna be stay-home-saturday for me cos' I'm gonna mug for my tests. Meatballs.

First day of CNY

8.02.2008
12.05am

Okay, so the first day of the Lunar Chinese New Year is officially over. How should I put it? Hmm, I feel that this year's CNY is just like a routine? Yeah more or less that's my point. I no longer consider myself as passionate about the waking up early & staying up late thing (just that I can't sleep). So today was plainly visiting relatives around the island (not like the island's really big or anything). I don't feel extremely exhilarated when I receive red packets. But I do enjoy playing cards :D I mean, somehow I get really involved that I care less about the surrounding. Granny is still at her sister's house doing some dry swimming (mahjong). Haha, whatever, I feel dumb.

Decided to snap some photos anyway, so here they are:

Brother & me, he says he looks good, but I doubt so.

Lukas & me, plus granny dashing past the camera at the foreground.

Lukas amongst the new year goodies.

My day would have been worst if it wasn't for my really, super, damn hilarious & adorable cousins. I think they're so cheeky & fun to play with :) Lukas is a future wushu pro man :D Haha.

I love to see grandmother cook. I have to inherit all her cooking skills. Its about time I learn how to cook. The only thing I can actually prepare is, lets see, cup noodles?

I couldn't get my mind off the fact that I may be losing someone really important to me. I've never experienced this before, ever so intense. I can only pray hard that nothing's gonna happen to him. I can't lose him like that. All of us can't. His family, his friends, his loved ones. He can't let anyone of us down. Its not him. & If this was a nightmare I want to wake up & never go back to sleep ever again. Its just so horrifying.

Once again,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

How should I react?

06.02.2008
2.19pm



"Now i've got to say that things arent what we expected. My mum is back but he just open his eyes and shut them again. He didnt take a second look at her which was very disappointing. So you can see how weak is he right now ya? But when i told him what you said,he didnt respond. I mean he didnt open his eyes,but he teared a little."

What am I gonna do? I can't make myself ruminate what could happen. I've got so many things I haven't said. I've tried being starry-eyed today. Couldn't help at all. I can be so happy in school & everything, but I don't know. It just hurts so much on the way home. I can't understand why is this happening.

Had a long conversation with Weiting last night till midnight. Talked about life. I realise I like to talk about life. Realised that the both of us are really diverse. But then again, that's what makes us close. Realised that life won't be that bad if we look at it in a lighter, more rosy manner then everything wouldn't seem so bad. But I have to admit that its hard. Extremely, when things really come into your way.

Chinese New Year isn't the same this year. Its so solemn this year. Don't feel any happiness surging up in particular. Maybe I've lost the passion in collecting angbaos already. There are more things to be upset about this time. & It just hurts badly. I want to go school for longer hours now to think of it. Then I won't think so much & be so paranoid. It feels like a dream.

Yay, its chinese new year :S

I'm flying off.

9.00pm

(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Walao, frig man i want go Aus
Ellie says:
I give you free ticket!
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
I want go lah
Ellie says:
_______________________
(ap)One way Australia
______________________
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Bye, I'm taking off.

Lol, I love Ellie.

I have pretty low EQ

Your EQ is 147

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

A tragical news.

05.02.2008
7.35pm

Someone just heard from someone's someone that someone's admitted to the hospital again. Someone's feeling extremely superfluous now. Someone can't even be there to talk to someone. Everything feels so untuned. So what's going to happen so someone now? Nobody wishes to lose someone so someone would better recover shortly. Its such a torment for someone, actually everyone around someone. Someone can't violate someone's promise. Someone's not gonna depart someone like that, no. Someone can't be that unkind. Everyone's gotta trust someone. Someone never lets anyone down.

I know, I hate the way people post like this too but I can't disclose too much. Its too private. Perhaps Weiting & a few others can understand. On a lighter note, CNY is coming. Everyone's so looking forward. But I beg to differ. I do not feel super exalted or any or some sort. However I know I can't be killjoy for my family, sticking out a glum face during CNY.

I'm so afraid of what could happen.

What a joke, taxi driver.

04.02.2008

6.27pm

Try a little harder, taxi driver :D

Talking to Weiting online now. We both agreed that one day we're gonna be so happy that we're gonna float. We're both gonna work hard for that day :) Not that life isn't good now, life's perfect. Just sometimes we fall into bottomless pits. Then its time we buck up, see the light, & trek on. Don't see life colourless. I'm gonna stop seeing life like that. There's so much to expect, so many things to work towards. No point looking down/back :) Was thinking about life so far on my way home on 29 today. Realised that many times I'm not contented with life. Then I thought about some other people. It isn't that bad actually. Its better than getting my head stuck in a fishtank. I should learn to be happy with my own life. What's there else to ask for? We can't take things for granted. Appreciate it :D

Guess today didn't have much to elaborate on. Just that life's simply like that everyday. Which I believe is a good thing :D Yay, I'm done & I'm gonna go back to study Geography. Its FLOODing me.

Ballet was crazy :D

03.02.2008
10.51pm

Someone's not replying someone yet & someone's getting worried. Someone hopes someone is doing fine & someone wants to see someone online cos' someone can't concentrate. Someone hopes that someone will reply soon so that someone can tell someone something. Someone's praying hard for someone's reply.

Had ballet the whole day today. Well, maybe not that whole day. Just 2pm-4pm, then 6.30pm-7.30pm. In between, Chenning & I went to mug at Starbucks. I love the Caramel Macchiato there. Its so addictive. I can't stop thinking about it. I love their Mocha Frappucino too :D There's a ballet step called "frappe". Hahah, real cool.

Mugging in Starbucks' really great. You can study with that immense coffee aroma. Conducive environment man! Haha, gonna go there more often to mug :D Rather than staying at home. I'll just get bored & start looking for things to eat. Starbucks sells expensive food so that can refrain me from buying food :D Just their coffee would do :D

Ballet was crazy today though. Simply because the weather was too cold, all of us seemed to be more jumpy to get ourselves warm :D Went home with DebraR after ballet. Took 29 together. I realise DebraT can take 29 too :D Haha. If ballet's gonna continue every week with two lessons like this, we'll have so much fun :D & I can make myself study :)

What Vivien means.

What Vivien Means

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I SHOULD BE STUDYING.

03.02.2008
11.43pm

Okay I was planning not to touch the computer today but dad made me do so. Okay maybe I made myself do so. He just wanted me to switch on the computer for him to use but I'm the one using now D: Shit I should be mugging Chemistry now for the test tomorrow but I think something's wrong with me cos' I actually forgot to bring my textbook home D: I'm really terrified with Amaths & I hope I don't fail it tomorrow. I have two ballet lesssons today :D

I'm off to mug. I read Wenxin's blog which made me feel even more guilty. Haha, goodbye.
I think Nat Ho is hot.

Band Concert :)

02.02.2008

11.17pm

Yet another busy day. I guess life's gonna be so congested everyday from now D: I doubt I'm prepared yet. I miss being free/easy :( Went to Westwood Secondary School for air rifle competition briefing today. It took about one hour to get there. & my neck was hurting so badly. Certain rules & regulations were rather common sense therefore it doesn't need much elaborations at all during the briefing. I wonder why they have to go on for so long. It took them ages to get the admin work done. Otherwise we could have finished earlier. Efficiency, see.

After the long-winded briefing, we head on over to Bukit Gombak MRT. We saw a spectacular view of Singapore. The small "guilin" in Bukit Batok. We felt like we had just sat foot on China again :D Alighted at the MRT station & some of us settled down for some Thai takeaway food. The tomyam kway teow was great, serving fresh prawns & squids. But I seriously seriously am in love with the mushrooms :D Hahaha, super delicious :D After that we took our usual walk over to Top Notch.

Shot pretty alright in today's practice. Improved by a good 40pts. Really glad that I can focus more & my arms can stable the rifle better. I felt so comforted :) I hope I can keep it up though. There would still be another training on the 13th Feb, three days before the competition day D: Had a whale of a time simply doodling on the whiteboard in Top Notch while the seniors were having their rounds. We were sketching really stupid pictures! :D

Took a super lengthy MRT journey all the way back to Tampines to meet Weiting. Shopped around Tampines Mall. RachelY & Weiting were calling me "mother" cos' I like to "die die bu xiu". Hahah, oh yeah :D

Went for the concert after that. It was good, I enjoyed it. Spotted Mingli, Teri, Yongquan & Ellie when I reached there. Bought them roses too :D All four different colours :D The finale was the most memorable I guess. I love Chinese New Year songs :D It brought up the entire atmostphere of the hall, which was great. Was clapping like so mad person :D I loved it.

I'm feeling nauseous.

01.02.2008
10.55pm

Yay, lets welcome ourselves to February. Its leap year this year, which means there's gonna be a 29th February, which only happens once every four year. It'd so cool if I was born on a 29th too.

I'm so shagged & worn out. Had drills after school in headquarters. Somehow it isn't as fun as attending training in school with all my squadmates. Somehow I can't see the spark in NPDP. Maybe cos' we aren't suppose to sort of, "enjoy" the time we spend repeating & repeating the same drills all over again. Did like a donkey times of Hentak, & the soles of my feet are hurting. But I guess without all these repetition our drills will never improve.

Was trying to get the A-Maths stuff into my brains on the bus home, but I only got myself nauseous & annoyed. It was so difficult trying to keep myself concentrated on my work when the entire bus was engage in some form of loud-hailer kind of communication. I got so fed up I decided to sing to myself on the bus but I didn't know RachelY heard it D: Its darn embarassing. She wasn't suppose to hear it!

I'm still feeling a little giddy right now though its been like 2hrs since I got home. If every Friday's gonna be like that I wonder if my life will shorten due to exhaustion. & I don't get why the sir commanding needs to cough out loud when he's using a microphone. I'm sure it ain't as tiring hollering at others what to do as compared to locking our arms & chins up. Baaaaa.

I HAVE AIR RIFLE TOMORROW.

Oh my :D

31.01.2008
11.29pm

Okay, I've been hesitating whether I wanna post or not & finally I got my butt up here. Well, what should I say? Life can be a bore sometimes.

I don't know what to post.
I've ran out of topic.
I want to sleep.

But having a nothing life may be good. Rather than a problematic one. Bah, let me sleep. Bye.

:D

29.01.2008
10.19pm

Gosh, I left my bottle in class. I think its damn lonely now. I just left it there being locked up by Ah Eng. (Weiting's best friend) Hah, I hope its doing fine :D I'll go find it first thing in the morning.

Donovan asked me what time I reach school everyday. I said about 6:20 or so. He was shocked. Eugene said when I'm in school's he's still in bed. Awh, maybe I should learn to go to school myself. Then I can sleep longer. But its good to practice good sleeping habits, but I believe my case is to sleep late then wake up early.

I have this sudden urge to eat bagua, but its getting late :D

TAKE CARE MY BOTTLE.

I love mice.

29.01.2008
6.34pm

Whoa, I realise January is already coming to an end. The next January to come will be 2009 already. Okay I think I'm thinking a wee bit too far. Anyway, I'm looking for mouse pictures for our class noticeboard. I've found some really cute ones. So here they are:


Red Packet Mouse

Hahaha, I found it in deviantart :D Finally finished E-Maths & SS test. Tomorrow's the really big one, GEOGRAPHY. I got some of those notes into my head but not all. Maybe I'll go through them again tonight. Oh yes, 3Bs if you happen to see this, remember to bring your mouse pictures tomorrow. We needa decorate the class noticeboard already :D

Today was so-so. I guess life's getting better. Nothing much to worry about. That's what life's suppose to be like :D I shall go jog later. If time permits me to. Its already 6.40pm. Haha, okay, I'm off now. I have nothing to post.

I think word verifications are stupid.

Not a good day :(

28.01.2008
6.14pm

I shall just sum everything up for the day.

IT AIN'T GOOD.

Well, actually maybe for just Weiting & me. Sigh, I cannot get what Mrs Lim is teaching seriously. & When we told her to repeat, she can just completely ignore & blab more about her lesson. Maybe I should go find her specially to get her to explain to me :\

MJY: What's the answer?
Ben: BIRDDDDDD.
MJY: Did somebody just burped?

Haha, I'm gone now. Gotta study for E-Maths. Wish me luck, I wanna get good grades :D

I made Chinese New Year goodies :D

26.01.2008

11.34pm

Chenning & Me :D

Okay, the blues are gone for awhile today. & I'm really thankful for that. So a big thank you to RachelY & Weiting for being such magnificent friends. I guess if it wasn't for friends I would have ended my life. So I'm really grateful I actually do have them :D

Went for live shooting today at Bukit Gombak. I hope they can consider constructing a shooting range in the East zone, cos' it takes a good long one hour to actually travel by MRT to Bukit Gombak. & Its a waste of time travelling honestly speaking. Sir let us tried the competition format shooting so as to prepare us for the actual day. I sucked at the first round. It was one of the worst shots I ever had & I was downright disappointed with myself. But after that Sir let us practiced more & my shots got better so yay, I'm still a shooter for the competition. Just pray hard I won't be dragging my team down :D

Rachel & I were going crazy trying to be teachers using the available whiteboard at the range. So, I was impersonating CSJ, & trying to give a lesson on "Wu Song Da Hu", & here's what we got:

As you can see, the both of us are really looking forward to CNY, & to the mousey year :D Yeap so we finished our shot & took another one hour to get back to the east side.

I went to meet Weiting after her campcraft practice in school. & We went to have some food from Bedok hawker centre. I bought $1 worth of chwee kweh. Its love okay. Then Weiting told me that yesterday she was having some problems with her dad, & coincidentally I had some with mine too :D So it was really fantastic to have someone who knows how I feel to talk to :D Then we went to NTUC to check if there were bacons cos' her mum wanted it. There wasn't so we went over to her granny's house.

Her auntie(baker) wasn't there yet so Weiting & I went to buy some angbaos, for our class decoration actually. So she cycled me there. It was amazing cos' I was heavier than her :P & Weiting's really good at cycling so she graciously taught me how to cycle :D I'm getting the hang of it & I'm really happy :D I can join Hilary after I master how to cycle :D I have this tendency to knock straight onto things I have no idea why but it'll improve :D

Our goal today was:

To be happy & forget about what sucks in life.

For me to learn how to cycle.

To make love letters + many other goodies.

Yeahhh :D & I'm glad I actually managed to accomplish all of them. Maybe not so much of the first one but I did felt better so nevermind :D Then we went back & started on making our CNY goodies. I burnt my two fingers while trying to roll the love letter into nice slim shape. & It was damn damn hot. But after that I couldn't roll it properly so I went to make some other things instead. Like the pork floss thing that looks like popiah :D

Yeah those love letters are a little plump but we ate them up anyway :D It was fun time mingling with Weiting's family. They're really funny people.

Aunt 1: DON'T DO THAT LAH, WT!

Aunt 2: What's WT? WanTon ah?

WT and me: HAHAHAHHAHA.

It was really funny & her cousins are sooo cute :D We're gonna bake more things soon, like cookies or muffins or biscuits :D I'm looking forward! :D

NPDP Contingent 4

25.01.2008
10.04pm

I just reached home a few minutes ago & I'm hiding here to post. I'm glad I have a blog. At least I can confess everything here, & I feel better. I'm so tired of everything seriously.& Life's getting really tiring. & Ellie too, we're both so pissed with life. I think we needa get a life, but whatever. Somehow I wish dad can be a little more understanding, & maybe just leave me alone. It seriously sucks having him ask me about this & that when I'm totally drained out from training & school & everything that's been happening in my life. I know he's trying to show some concern but maybe I'd be better off left alone. I hope he can understand that. I think I'll just regret saying those nasty stuff up there but till then, I won't think about it.

Had our first NPDP training today.
NPDP: NPCC Day Parade.

Its an annual parade held in HTA to commemorate NPCC day, & a few cadets from each unit would be selected to participate. Trainings are twice/once a week, from 2-6pm. First training was expectedly tough, repeating drills over & over again. Maybe that's how people get perfect bangs etc. Sometimes its a little weird when they tell us things & don't expect us to move :\ But nevermind about that. They serve great food anyway, & I was totally shagged after today's training. I can almost faint now. & I feel like crying. I seriously needa put myself together.

I have live shooting tmr at Bukit Gombak. & I'm making love letters with Weiting tomorrow. I think I'll probably stop coming online from then. Until I feel much much better. I'm so tired with life man.

ELLIE AND I NEED A PSYCHATRIST.

3B's class blog's up :D

24.01.2008
9.14pm

3B's class blog's up :D Bananas, please go & have a look :D It has a really funky & cute picture of a banana as a telephone receiver. Really authentic :D Anyway, had ballet today. Everything seems to disappear when I indulge myself into dancing. It feels light, well, I feel light (but I actually am not.) But yeah, its really fun having such nice people in my class. Just that I miss RachelW alot :D I hope she comes back for ballet. She can't lose the passion. She can't :)

Had some pretty funny incidents that happened today in class. I seriously think MJY doesn't deserve any degree of respect from us, since she doesn't have any for her fellow colleagues. I seriously don't see the point in chasing another teacher out when her lesson isn't even time yet. I know her entire reason was that she needs time to prepare us for our summary but her tone towards Miss Lim was just, atrocious. So what makes her think we'll respect her?

Mr Ong spilled pins on the floor again, the second time. & He was pissed with the pins. Okay maybe us for putting those pins there. But he really made a great scene outta it, but it was funny. Audrey's phone rang halfway during his lesson & our class reacted really fast by coughing & clearing out throats super loud :D Hahaha, what can we infer? Our class is starting to bond :D That's good, bananas! :D

Weiting & I had fun today after school sucking names. It was super hilarious. I love her so much :D Sometimes class would be so boring without her :D

Cam-whore! :D

Ellie, Weiting & Me :D

23.01.2008
6.10pm

This shall be a quickie cos' I've gotta go for tuition later. Took photos today after quite some time, & I guess I've lost the skills already! There's gonna be English CT tomorrow. I wonder how I'll fair. This shall be a quickie cos' I've gotta go for tuition later. Took photos today after quite some time, & I guess I've lost the skills already! There's gonna be English CT tomorrow. I wonder how I'll fair.

Oh yes, today's SEL was interesting. We talked about paradigms.
Paradigms: A person's perspective or belief about something.

Hahah, what can we understand from it? Usually the things we believe in would lead us to doing whatever the belief appreciates. So it goes like, belief -> action -> result and the cycle goes on. The paper required us to write out one vicious cycle of paradigms we have, & make it virtuous instead :D & she showed us a movie called "Hoodwinked". Its really funny, esp the goat with the horns. He could balance on its horns. LOL :D

Weiting and me :D At century square.

A sudden urge to post.

22.01.2008
8.46pm


A jumping dog.

See, told you I'm addicted. I have this sudden urge to post again. Wait, hold on. I'm looking for inspirations. Okay here's something. I'm talking to RachelY about taking photographs. & we both agreed that taking a "jumping" photo can be really tedious. Firstly, its extremely hard to get your hair flying the correct direction without covering your beautiful face. If it gets into your mouth or something, I'm pretty sure you'll just discard that photograph, or we can all call it natural photo :D Secondly, usually cameras have really slow reaction time so I believe we must be really prompt in pressing the shutter. & we'll most probably get this blurry image of yourself in this awkward "oh-no-i'm-gonna-fall" position. It requires high amount of experience & skill to take good photographs, including a good camera, that is. Maybe we should just take silhouettes of ourselves jumping. Hahah :D Then we can't see the face.





I think those Nikon big black ones that comes with tripod is really cool. Maybe I shall start saving up for one. I think it costs a bomb.

I had spa with Audrey today :D

22.01.2008
7.56pm


Subway tissue art :D

Hello everyone :D I'm addicted to coming over to post. I'm so tempted but I've got a problem, my memory seems to be declining & I really can't remember much of the day :D But I'm fine, I remembered I went to the dentist in school today. & did Chemistry re-SPA today :D

Anyway, I think class investiture was so funny. But I had to leave halfway for the dentist. Junsheng was there too. I was keeping myself occupied with the boring magazines there.

Anyway, the bikini up there is from Subway, Ellie, Weiting & I tore them out from Subway tissue paper. Its art okay. Hope the red tomatoes might excite you. Haha, whatever. I've totally ran out of what to post. Kill me.

:D

I've finally gotten a new computer.

21.01.2008

8.53pm

I'll never get pissed off by my computer anymore cos' YAY! I've gotten a new one. Mom's really nice to have seen my need to get a new one, since I persuaded her that the old one simply puts me off & is a waste of time. Now oh no, I'll spend even more time online. I've gotta control, boy. Haha. I'm still not quite use to this Window Vista thing. Okay, maybe the keyboard. But I love it all the way :D

I wonder if I should take intermediate examinations for ballet. It requires a large amount commitment. I have to clock up for at least 5 classes a week, & if classes are not at night, I most probably won't be able to make it. But I can't take it next year, I'll have my "O"s. I think I'm determined to do this, & I shall put in super extra effort to do it well. My top priority now shall be completing grade 7 with happy marks :D

Weiting & my effort to do at least one good deed everyday is working on well :D We've became more aware of what's around us that we can help. It'll make us better people, I guess :D

Happy Initiation Day :D

18.01.2008
10.58pm


My crushed thumb.

Hello hello there :D Alright, I wanted to post a few days ago but my computer was reacting at super slow speed so I decided to give up, but here I am again, coming back with perhaps a longer post. Okay, so I slammed my own thumb with the car door when I reached school & dad had to send me all the way home again. It was bleeding super profusely & I bet dad was scared to his wits. When I got home mom didn't even dare to look at it so she brought me to the doctor to see if the bones cracked/crushed/broke/"powderise" or any of some sort. The doctor told me to go do some x-ray & the result was my bones were still intact! :D But I have to be grateful that my nail wasn't affected cos' if it was, I'd have to drain the blood out or worse, remove the entire nail. Sorry if this sound gross but yeah, its what the doctor told me :D

Today's initiation day & its the sec three's first project :D I'm happy to say that everything when on smoothly, except maybe the lack of space for certain games as other CCAs are using. But I guess that would have been everyone's problem as nobody would know which CCA is using which place at which time so, yeah. So Weiting, RachelY, Yohana and I started to attach the various NP bucks around the school, & tied up the spiderweb outside the D&T room for our games. Then, we commenced with self-intro in the canteen. I had difficulty remembering the names :D This shows that NP has increased in huge amounts through the years! :D After introducing ourselves to the new cadets, we had the poncho game, which I thought brought up the atmosphere. Of course, we didn't play! :D We were the judges! :D So group 1 won & group 2 had to pick a forfeit, which was to go up to those fluffy Chardeedums & say, "Why are you so yellow and cute?!" :D Its really funny & Weiting actually videoed it :D Next was charades & the losing team had to ask someone in the canteen for his number so Hazel was really brave & asked for this guy's number! :D

Next, we had spiderweb game, & the sec ones were asked to enter the web first with the help of us seniors. In the end we tried to lift Sir up but I have no idea why he ended up sitting on the web of twines. Hahaa :D It was really funny & RachelY tried to take photos. After which we had captain sponge! :D It was actually captains ball but the ball was taken over by SPONGE :D My pathetic sponge broke into 4 pieces. Darn cool. But it made them all high & of course, not so dry :D Sir was fiddling with the water gun & Weiting said she wanted him to shoot her, but Sir shot at a higher angle & was calling out like, "I don't want leh! I don't want leh!" Hahaha, it was really comical & I hoped the snrs + jnrs had fun :D

Then it was water wacko. It didn't work out playing in full strength so we "splitted" them into two groups & played. Then after much pouring & spraying, it was time for outdoor cooking. We entitled 15 minutes for the groups to look for their Np bucks. Valerie's group came in first so they got to choose their ingredients first :D Which was great but we didn't have much time to eat + clear up, & the sec three's didn't cook, we just gave food out! :D It was really fun, well at least to me.

Oh I hope all the cadets have enjoyed it, cos' the sec threes put in alot of effort, proposals after proposals to finalise with those activities :D It was effort put in & lots & lots of teamwork. We four can do things & do it well :D

Its 2008 already.

13.1.2008
8.20pm

I haven't posted for eons. I don't have the mood to. & life was just hectic & with so many activites one after another. Orientation, CCA selection day, planning for Initiation Day, just so so many. Our sec two'07 i/c has stepped down to sec two'08, & I'm gonna miss SSGT Wenxin alot :D We're taken over by SSGT Valerie now. SSGT Wenxin gave us Hershey's chocolate, all different flavour for the four of us. She said that we were all different in our ways, just like the chocolate, but its about the unity of all the four flavours that will make us better, make us stronger. With all different characteristics, we can lead our CCA well, as we all have our good points. I was really moved by what she's said. She even made little cards for us :) We've got something for her tooooo.

Planning for Initiation Day was our first project of the year, & we're really working hard on it. Hope the new intakes will love it, & also of course, the present cadets. The past weeks have been really tiring & busy, but I'm glad we can all manage, just I think I'll fail my HCL common test. But, that's not the point. :D

"Tonight" is such a lovely song, really :D

Merry Christmas :D

26.12.2007

9.15pm

Merry Merry Christmas!

I know I'm really lag & stuff like this I was busy. Had a really great year this time round, had many fun moments, probably the best year in my entire life. Experienced alot of things, exposed to diversities, discovered many things that I haven't realised. I sound like a Discovery Centre ad! But yeah, amidst happiness I felt pain too. Hard to endure. But its time I learn how to overcome it. With the never dying support from my friends :D

I went to watch Swan Lake ballet last Thursday. It was great. Everything was so well synchronized, everything was on pointe, & Odette was really pretty & elegant. I just don't understand why some teacher had to go around commenting on how un-swan-ly the dancers were. If she was so great, why not she do the choreographing. I bet she was a duck in her previous life. But nevermind.

Me, RachelW, Tammie & Chenning at the Esplanade Theatres.

Oh. Had a really long talk with Ellie last night on the phone. Was laughing non-stop. Maybe that's how friends can brighten up your christmas night if the one you like can't. So I really thank Ellie. At least I felt better telling her stuff. Thanks to Weiting & RachelY as well. You guys had been great today, in fact, everyday. Giving me all the comforting I ever needed. It was a tough hurdle I was trying to overcome. But I'm afraid I have to give up. I'm sure you guys will be happy for me. Since you guys have wanted me to do that. I wonder what's making me emo. Seriously. I have to clear up the mess before 2008 comes. Also, thanks to Yijun & Gerald for listening to me. Also want to thank Debra, somehow you brightened my day :D Jeslyn, for a whole collection of cookie monster stuff :D Much love. Lisa & I went bonkers today, RachelY & me did Kungfu :D

Happy Tang Yuan day :D

22.12.2007

10.06pm

Weiting, Me plus Jacinta :D

Its Tang Yuan Day today. Haha, so my parents brought me down to 85 to have some Ah Balling :D Hahaha. Love the sesame ones. Ellie said she made her own tangyuans. :D We should eat tangyuans today cos' then your family would be united! :D Hahaha, so sad my brother wasn't there to enjoy those tangyuans with us :D But anyway, I haven't posted for quite some time but I can't seem to remember anything that's been happening in my life. I think I suffer from short-term memory lost or smth :D I do remember that we had foot drills training on thursday. Was a rather tiring one. Whenever I bang this pain will travel up my entire leg. Hurts like crap. & We bang on the right leg most of the time :D

I'm really looking forward to X'mas, cos' SSA's going over to Joel's house for X'mas party :D We're gonna be dressed damn formally. Hahha, I suppose so :D Seriously, I am left with alot of homework, one of which is the most troublesome one, the English assignment. Damn, I have to go to the library someday but I can't get my butt out of the door. Oh yeah, watched alot of movie lately. Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks with Jeslyn. I adore Theodore. He's like the fattest thing I've ever seen. & He looks cute :D Haha. I also watched Mr Magnorium's Wonder Emporium with SSA plus Debra. To prove that we're really safety & security ambassadors, we took a picture to spread about theft. Here's one that concerns senior citizens:

Note the background.

Please be aware of snatch theft like the one potrayed on top. Be vigilant, be aware. After Boxing Day I'll be leaving for Malaysia. This time I'll shop till I drop. Get my mind off everything, & enjoy my last days before I return to school. Its gonna be a hectic 2008, with us taking over the CCA :D

Maybe when I miss a person enough, the sky will let us meet.

Project BVP

14.12.2007

8.10pm

First of all,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEITING :D

(Not that I'm not in time but this post is not on time ;D)

So, for her birthday, SSA made her a special birthday picnic at Changi Beach! :D I woke up really early that day to make sandwiches for all of them. All of us met at 9am when we told her to meet Bob at 12 noon. So we hopped onto bus 19 from Tampines interchange. We were wondering which stop to alight cos' Bob said look out for the right turn. Haha :D & we did & thankfully, we alighted at the right stop.

Hanming, Joel & RachelY :D (We were carrying alot of stuff)

After which we found a perfect spot under the shelter & started hanging on the banners & balloons. Dahiyah, RachelY & I were huffing & puffing like some mad cow. But we did well, managed to inflate quite a number of balloons. Hung them all around the pillars & lampposts. Hanming went to fill those extra ones into water balloons. Haha :D Then we arranged the sparkling juice neatly on the table together with the food :D Then all of us waited for Weiting to come so we were slacking around the beach. Okay, I gotta be direct. The beach is dammit dirty. I'm sorry. This uncle was telling me to clean the place up after we finish using it :\ Ha. I believe everyone has to do their part. Chinna found alot of things on the beach, including really obscene stuff. We even found our sea friend, Nemo. Haha :D

Our ration (Look! We even got our first aid kit.)

After that we called Bob & found out that Weiting was with him already :D When Weiting arrived she was all smiles :) After that we had a game Bob created. We're suppose to work in groups of threes, dig a hole in the sand, put a plastic bag, & use a cup (with a big hole at the bottom) to retrieve as much water from the sea as possible. So instead of using the very "useful" cup, we all found bottles & coconut husks from the sea. (So a dirty beach isn't such a bad thing afterall.) Hahaha :D So we finished the game & Chinna's group won cos' they found like 3 bottles? Haha. Then we lured Weiting away while RachelY was trying to light the b'day candles up in the phone booth :D

Bob & the ten packs cake :D

We sang Weiting her fourteenth birthday song :D & started popping the sparkling juice. My very first sparkling juice experience. Took quite a number of pictures. Haha :D Its SSA spirit oh yeah. Had more games after that, even a swing parade. The guys were really daring to jump off the swing. Especially Bob. He says his swing is a Subaru car. Omg. Hahaha, swings have seatbelt, we know :) Hahaha. (Just nice my iTunes' playing the "..put the blame on me" song.) Yeap :D Chinna taught me how to make those rocks bounce on water. Its really cool. Was throwing the entire beach's rock into the sea but only about 3 managed to bounce :P Tip: Pick flat rocks. Then we played in the beach, collecting shells. Oh yeah, we threw those sparkling juices' bottle into the beach with out wishes inside. In the end it just got washed up to shore again :D Maybe my wishes are just not meant to come true, thats why it came back.

Okay, I gotta go rush my holiday assignments now. I have really started on none. Plus there's this really difficult English report thing on historical figures. o.O Okay, seeya guys soon. I wish there are more hours in a day :D Then I will worry less.

SSA's ONE WEEK ANNIVERSARY

04.12.2007

7.41pm

Yesterday was SSA's one week anniversary since our camp briefing last Monday :) So all of us took time out for a splendid dinner together. The start of the day wasn't great though. Weiting & I got scolded for buying the wrong paint. Okay I shan't post about that anymore. But after training at about three, those SSA guys came to our school to pick us up :D It was really nice of you guys to travel all the way down to AH. After we met them we walked down the hill & took MRT to Simei. Was waiting for Tango & Woo to come, so we were practically fooling around in East Point. Took a picture at sportslink :D

Weiting, Me, Rachel, Joel & Raiyan :D

Rai & me :D

I'm really glad that all of us are still keeping in contact, which gives me more confidence in all our friendship. & Bob was really funny. He saw this shirt which says "friends forever" from I.P Zone. SSA, we shall go get that shirt someday :D So we all settled down at KFC for dinner (cos Bob had vouchers). Woo, Tango & I shared the buddy meal so it became tri-buddy meal :D Haha, & Tango freaked me out by telling me what the mashed potato gravy was made of. I shall not post it here, just in case anyone sues me for giving out untrue facts. After dinner all of us settled down at this empty space in the mall & discussed about our next outing.

All of us discussing :D

BOB'S PICNIC.

Time: 10am

Venue: Changi Beach, but to gather at Tampines interchange Macs.

Things to bring: Food (Make sure its Halal), extra clothings, balls or games :D

After that Weiting had to leave but all of us moved on to Banquet to have drinks. Had a really "silent" yam-seng that got us quite abit of attention :D Then all of us bid Jiahui goodbye cos' she's leaving for Malaysia :D Then all of us left home. Took a picture on the MRT platform :D

We're waiting for the train :D

After that Woo & Tango & me went to White Sands to buy Ramly burger. Its our favourite oh yeah :D Went to play in the arcade & Tango kiap-ed this alien up from the machine. Great job Tango :D Haha. Then I went home :D

Went out with Jacinta & Jeslyn today. Jacinta's really good at tying scorpion :D Went to Compass Point after that & felt really sick. Dad insists that I visit the doctor :\ Nevermind.

OHMYGOD. JESLYN JUST DELIVERED TISSUE, STREPSILS AND VAPODROPS TO MY HOUSE :D SHE'S SO SWEET.

SSA SSA All the way! :D

02.12.2007
6.51pm


SAFETY AND SECURITY AMBASSADORS!

Aloha people :D I'm back from the "Safety & Security Ambassador" camp. & I'm loving it to bits & pieces. Firstly, I have to comment about the degree of bond between us campers during the camp. Although the total strength is only 20, the teamwork & co-operation was beyond description. Everyone played their part to make this camp such an enjoyable one & I hope to reunite with you guys really soon again! Gathering please!

Okay a little description of this fantastic camp. Basically this camp is arrowing on two parts. Firstly, the teambuilding part, which consists of high elements, water games, cheers & songs. The other part is the theory part, which we explore into crime prevention, moulding us to becoming Safety & Security Ambassador, without excluding the fact that we're still a team. The SSAs are namely:

1. Joel (Mo Jo/Salsa)
2. Farhan (Bob/Father Pigeon/Bobby)
3. Gerald
4. Mengwei (Ah Meng)
5. Chinna (China)
6. Liang Eng
7. Yienn (Ian)
8. Weien (Ah Woo)
9. Yijun (Tango)
10. Jeremy (Penguin)
11. Hanming (Humming)
12. Raiyan
13. Jiahui (Adeline)
14. Xinhui
15. Juliet
16. Dahiyah
17. Yohana
18. RachelY
19. Weiting (Waiting)
20. Me (Veins)

We were splitted into three groups, Rainbow, Charlie Warriors & 2246 respectively. Haha, & we rocked the entire camp :D There was so much laughter in camp that I miss all those campers like crazy now :DDD But there's a gathering dinner tomorrow! So YAY :D We'll get to catch up with each other again. We get to build our own rafts & send them out to sea :D It was seriously great fun. We had TKS(Talk Kok Session) on the second night. We stayed up late & talked about ourselves. Father Pigeon is really a great leader. Besides being a really funny person in our team, he also taught us some valuable lessons on how to lead our own squad. I don't know how to say but this camp is just really memorable. Although ATC has more days, SSA camp is alot alot alot more worth remembering :D

SSA Cheer:
Count on the count on the left foot count ah!
ONE!
Can't hear you ah!
TWO!
Scream louder ah!
THREE!
That's better ah!
FOUR!
All together now!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR!
SSA, SSA, All the way!
We serve with pride!
We serve with honour!
Wooo Ahhh Ayee!

We'll all remember each other :D For we are Safety & Security Ambassador 2007 :D