Sunflower Garden!

17.03.08
6.14pm

Hello :D First day of term two today. Arrived in class & was greeted by something really hilarious on the classboard which says, "1/8 of 3B/4B life's over" & someone scribbled, "Xiaohua says there's 7/8 more to go". Lol. What a funny way to get started. Today's lessons were good, I liked them. Don't feel the stress, YET.

Anyway, was so bored during tuition the other day & I decided to draw. Here it goes:





I planted 7 beautiful sunflower seeds into my front & backyard. I hope they are able to germinate in the soil. I don't know if its suitable. It takes like 7 days to germinate. I can't wait :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYDON!

17.03.08
12.04am

Okay! I just posted like a few minutes ago & its the 17th already.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAYDON!
I guess he won't be seeing this till he gets better. I've made something for him though. Haha, A CAKE! I really hope he'll get to see this.



Coincidentally, they have sunflower as one of the decorations! Thumbs up! :D

Its The Last Day Of The Holidays!

16.03.08
11.30pm

After like two/three days of total anxiety & waiting, I've finally gotten some news of Jaydon. I just managed to contact his sister online. The operation wasn't successful but its neither a failure too. He finished the operation but he's currently in a coma now. His life's in great risk now, really wavering. But still, I'm not gonna lose hope nor get disheartened. He's gone so far & I think he's probably one of the strongest person I've ever known in my life :D His sister told me that his heartbeat stopped twice but he managed to regain it back. I think its too early for anyone to say anything right now so I guess we'll just have to wait till he gets better. He truly did us proud.

Today's like the last day of the holidays, & I'm not keen about going back to school at all. But its another term renewed. Had another day spending hours with ballet again. Met WeiTing & RachelY before lesson & camwhored with WeiTing's new Sony VAIO. Here are the pictures:







Was tagged by Boo to do this quiz:

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night:
Jeslyn Ng :DD

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Waking up to send Jeslyn off.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Talking to WeiTing on the phone :D

4. What happened to you in 2006?
I just got admitted into Anglican High!

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
"Go away, I help you sync, okay?!"

6. How many beverages did you have today?
Bubble tea, plain water!

7. What color is your hairbrush?
Black.

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
Bus fare :D

9. Where were you last night?
At home.

10. What color is your front door?
Black.

11.Where do you keep your change?
In my nose.

12.What's the weather like today?
I don't know, but ballet studio was cold.

13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
Oreo!

14.What excites you?
Ballet.

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
You must be crazy.

16.Are you over the age of 25?
Nope. Ten years down.

17.Do you talk a lot?
Haha yak yak.

18.Do you watch the O.C.?
Nope :D

19.Do you know anyone named Steven?
Haha no. But I like Steven Lim.

21.Are you a jealous person?
Probably not.

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Anna!

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
KaiHong.

24.Who's the first person on your received call list?
WeiTing.

25.What does the last text message you received say?
Wait. Some very long message from WeiTing.

26.Do you chew on your straw ?
Oh my zod, yes.

27.Do you have curly hair?
YEAH.

28.Where's the next place you're going to?
Omg, shit school.

29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
I think its myself D:

30.What was the last thing you ate?
Pearls.

31.Will you get married in the future?
Oh of course :D

32.What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Waterhorse! (Call me "Mowbray".)

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
Yeap.

34.When was the last time you did th dishes?
I didn't do the dishes.

35.Are you currently depressed?
Yeah a wee bit.

36.Did you cry today?
Yeap.

37.Why did you answer and post this?
Boo's demand!

38.Tag 5 people who would do this survey
Teri, WeiTing, Rachel(If she updates.), Jeslyn & anybody who wishes to do so :D

Tomorrow's Jaydon's birthday :D I'll post something special up tomorrow! :D Stay tuned.

SleepyHead D:

15.03.08
9.49am

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
Gosh, I'm really sleepy now. Haha & I've got A Maths tuition at 10am(which also means leave house at 10). When I get home I'll have to start revising for Geography. There's Physics on Monday so there's a high chance we'll get our Physics test :\ Goshhh, light. Fatal topic.

Mom's very hungry these couple of days. She's been chanting on & on that she wants to eat steamboat. Lol. She's booking me tonight for steamboat :DDD

Word Verification: IEWAX (I Eat Watermelon at Xiamen)

Nat Ho is melting me.

15.03.08
1.02am

Oh gosh, Jeslyn lent me her "Heng Or WhatHuat" VCD starring Nat Ho :D He's so hot he's melting me! :D I had a whale of a time print-screening his every expression & I'm proud to come out with some really funny/heart-throbbing ones. Take a look:


Nat Ho :D :D :D


Nat Ho is getting agitated.


He seems happy.

And of course, some more photos of the lovely sunflower! :D





Final verdict: Nat Ho's hot!
I hope Jaydon comes back soon :) I think he's probably having his rest. I mean, I suppose a person can't just come online straight after a major operation, can he? :) WeiTing's made something sweet for me. It cracked me up too. I wanna sleep. & My braces hurts.

Sunflower Attacks.

14.03.08
7.47pm

I BOUGHT MYSELF A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL SUNFLOWER TODAY. AND I REALLY LOVE IT.


Jeslyn & Me with lovely flower :)


I love my sunflower! :)




Boo & Me

Had a great great great day today. Minus the irritating fate I had with LJS lady. She was slower than a tortoise D: Haha. Seeya.

Its The Crack Of Dawn ;D

14.03.08
2.24pm

Its the crack of dawn now. Its really early. I'm shivering all over cos' its so cold. I wonder what's up with the rain lately. On & off, on & off, biting all of us in Beatty yesterday. Anyway, I can't believe I've stayed up till so late. Not that I don't usually do that. Its just, I'm tired. Okay I'll go get my sleep after this.

I just felt like coming over to drop a post. But I can't think of anything captivating to post. Nor do I have pictures. Tomorrow's another long day. Ballet in the morning (which means 7hrs from now). Followed by lunch with Boo & ChenNing. Then meeting up with Jeslyn. Make-up lessons for tuition scheduled from 5-7pm. Dentist appointment straight after that. I don't feel like its the holiday, at all :)

I think its only during holidays can I come online till such wee hours :D Goodnight/morning. I'm off to sleep.

Police Knowledge & Home Front Down

13.03.08
9.19pm

Hello :D Police Knowledge & Home Front course is down, after two days of total torment sitting stiffly inside the hall of Beatty Secondary. I'm pretty confident that I'll fail for Police Knowledge. Home Front was okay. Hopefully I can get at least one badge! :D Anyway, a great big fat THANK YOU to ChaiChee NPCC for sending us there to & fro these two days :D If they so happen to read this post. Haha. Really nice of them.

Here is a picture I've edited.



RACHEL, GRAB IT :D
Its gonna be a busy week next week cos' camp is coming. Flag, group identities and cheer, omg. I wonder how's Jaydon's operation. It should be over by now :)

Me: He's done so much for me, I haven't done anything for him.
WeiTing: You loved him.
& that really moved me. You've done alot for me too, & I love you too, WeiTing.

Fart

11.03.08
6.09pm

I swear Boo made me laugh till I almost fainted. We love laughing at Ah Lians' blogs :D Super entertaining. Like I can't get enough of it :D

The Number Three

11.03.08
2.08am

Its my second post for the morning. Since its the third month of the year, I'm extremely exhilarated to find this that has got so much to do with March. Here it goes.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Vivien.
2. Vien-zi.
3. Vien.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. viens_93 (Omg, how dorky.)
2. melovecookie
3. VivienT

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. HeyMaths Assignment
2. Newsweek Assignment
3. Savouring a packet of Ruffles in the middle of the night.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The friends I have.
2. I've picked up ballet.
3. My lovely CCA.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My superbly short fringe.
2. Easily dampened spirit.
3. STM (Its serious.)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Jaydon's operation.
2. Next term's results.
3. Too many things in a compact area.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Some green Converse shirt.
2. Black FBTs.
3. Spectacles.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Shower!
2. Sms or talk to someone on the phone.
3. Email! :D

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Photos.
2. Handphone.
3. Computer.
(Apparently I am very materialistic.)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. The Click Five!
2. My Chemical Romance.
3. Hi-5 :D

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Have super good/understanding friends.
2. Supportive family.
3. Think positive? :\

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
2. Tonight - FM Static
3. Hero-Heroine - Boys Like Girls

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Saving up $$ for Jaydon's present.
2. Getting relatively pleasing results.
3. Pulling my hair out.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Cutting my hair D:
2. Not doing well for Term 1.
3. Doing this quiz. Omg.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Things
2. Things
3. Things

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. A heap amount of CO2.
2. Sometimes methane when I fart.
3. Myself!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE :
1. I'm a boy.
2. I'm a girl.
3. I'm both.
(Make your guess.)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Eyes.
2. Mouth.
3. Ears.

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Encouraging.
2. Thoughtful.
3. Stronger than me please.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Stop liking Nat Ho D:
2. Stop farting now.
3. My Emaths homework cos' my graph paper's in sch D:

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Time!
2. December holidays, COME BACK!
3. Nothing else.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Cos' mum gave birth to me.
2. My mum and dad's like this too.
3. I have good friends :D

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get tickets to go over to USA.
2. Sleep.
3. Finish this quiz.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. United States of America
2. US
3. America

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Jaydon.
2. Mervyn Sir.
3. Thomas Tan.
(Three great guys in my life!)

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Ivy Ho
2. Jeslyn Ng
3. WeiTing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married.
2. Earn my own $$.
3. My fringe to grow longer.

Thank You, Friends!

11.03.08
1.00am


L: Chenning's fingers, O: My bangle, V: My fingers, E: My comb

Jaydon will be in the operation room in one day's time. I believe his already in the hospital now, probably fasting. Everything's gonna turn out fine. People are praying for him. I've prayed for him too. I hope its answered.


I would like to give special thanks to Jeslyn today(yesterday). It was a touching/emotional day earlier on. Went to catch a movie with her. Waterhorse. Really sweet movie. & There's something about friendship in it too. I think Jeslyn understands the most about how it is like being in such a situation. She squeezed my hands today on the MRT & told me not to hold back anymore. I let it go. It was scary giving in to those tears. But I'm glad I have really great friends to pull me through it.


Its WeiTing cutting those cookies!
Also, I can't forget WeiTing. Who've been the closest to me since Secondary one :D Thanks to all of you guys :) And really, much love. They've really been there for me :)

Pictures Galore :)

09.03.08
10.24pm

Jaydon's on his way to US now. I suppose he's safely on his flight now. I wonder what its like there. I can't remember anything about USA. I really wish his operation would be a successful one. It feels weird now, I think I'm so anxious.

Had a relatively long day today. Met up with fellow NP-mates for lunch today. I shall just let the neoprints do the talking:


Yohana's missing so we had to include her in no matter what cos' we're one squad! :D


The eyeshadow effect looks a little freaky D:


Far-sighted with glasses!


No there's nothing about the number on top of us :D

Had a whale of a time with the girls. They are really good friends I've met in AHS :D Went to get my hair cut together with Rachel. We were hoping very much to get the female hairdresser, apparently Rachel's luckier >(

After which I scurried over for ballet & was fifteen minutes late. Once again, pictures:


ChenNing & Me(Short fringe :S)


Again in character skirt :D


Me :)


My beloved BOOOO :D


Changing room :D

Alright. That's about all. Hey Maths says hello to me D:

Term One's Over

09.03.08
12.11am

Okay people. Term one of school has officially ended & the March holidays are here. I've been looking forward to it actually. Since I thought it was a good time to rest. But it seems unlikely that I'll have anytime to go out. I did awful this term. Embarassing L1R5 of 20. I think that the transition from secondary 2 to secondary 3 have seriously killed me. Hopefully by Term 2 I'm able to get used to it & from there obtain better results. Hopefully & definitely :D Thanks WeiTing & RachelY & somehow Wanling, cos' they made me feel better :)

It was our Promotion Test today. All 4 of us faired pretty fine. None of us failed the Promotion Theory Test. Now its all up to the second phase, which is our March camp which is held like, after the holidays when school reopen, making very good use of the Good Friday. Ok back to my point. Sir introduced us to various possible PT methods today, such as rifle PT, bench PT, spa PT & of course, our usual non-equipped PT. Had a long lecture from Sir on how about we're gonna take the unit in future. There were good & helpful points Sir highlighted which I think will very much help us in future :) So yay, we're gonna do it well :D

WeiTing, RachelY & I went to Tm for lunch today. We went to Popular & got ourselves three very cute pencils. LOL, here it is:



And for the very very first time all four of us are present in a photo itself!



WeiTing, Me, Rachel:

Rap-Punk-Zel :D

06.03.08
5.47pm

Today's English lesson was plain amusement & WeiTing, Lixuan & Anna were more fun than three barrels of monkey! :D MJY made us twist/fracture fairytale stories as part of our narrative lessons for the term. We came to a final verdict of converting Rapunzel's story.

Our Rapunzel was transformed ridiculously into Rap-Punk-Zel. A hot girl which raps instead of sing, which compelled the attention of the Rocker Prince. Lol. But we made it really stupid. But it was great joy coming up with aberrated storylines :D

Sir called us in for a meeting today. Briefed us about the 4 main positions we might take into consideration as we promote to NCOs. Afterwhich, RachelY & I stayed for awhile to catch a glimpse of the Campcraft team's swift hands. Here are some pictures I've taken of their basha:







All the best, Campcraft team!
Word Verification: ICJART (I caught Jem around Radley's territory!)

Jim-Dandy :D

05.03.08
11.18pm

Hello there. Its really late but I will just pop a short post. Jaydon's operation's on the 12th March. We'll be having Police Knowledge talk at Betty Secondary School. The operation will last for about 7-8hrs. We shall all have affirmative outlooks towards this & everything will just turn out fine for him. Like technology's so advance now. It'll definitely be a successful one.

Waited for more than an hour for the Comfort bus to pick Area 10 up from Bedok South. In the end we could only arrive in HTA at 5pm. Which means one more hour of drills & we're on our way home once again. Which was nothing positive but a total waste of time.

Had a bizarre time doodling on the class whiteboard once again, & here are some of the masterpieces!


Chewy!


WeiTing


Me

That's about all. I think my blog is deprieving of content D: Goodbye. Word verifications have been seemingly long these few days. So, I cannot make anything out of them :\

Operation

04.03.08
5.26pm


WeiTing's Valentine's Day present for me :D

Last night was perhaps one of the most unbearable night of the year. Jaydon's leaving for his operation in USA later today. The chances of it being sucessful is 40%, & the rest is clear enough. No, its really unfair. But still, thank you to all those that wrote in the card for him. I've already scanned it in for him & he wish to thank all of you :)

I'm sorry for the times you cried
and the loneliness you felt inside
I'm sorry for the way things were
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost
and the deep pain it must have cost
I'm sorry for the love you missed
leaving you helped me realize this
I'm sorry it wasn't the attitude you deserved
this has been the hardest lesson learned

I'm sorry I wasn't there to show
the deepest love you'll ever know
I'm sorry for the empty days
and the stresses that you still yet pay
I'm sorry for the way I left
I've never felt so much regret
I'm sorry for the heart I broke
that shattered with the words I spoke
I'm sorry for the empty space
that’s beside you in my place
I'm sorry for the empty arms
you fell into when times were hard
I’m sorry

Thank you :)

Life Cycle

03.03.08
5.38pm


Tammie. Me. ChenNing :D

YAY :D IT'S MARCH ALREADY :D
Well, what's the big deal? Life's nothing but a continuos cycle. But please, be grateful & thankful about life. So let's see what's up? Pretty much everything's flat & boring. Life's filled to the brim with anticipation now. Anticipating returns, birthdays & holidays! :D I've gotta start saving up for Jaydon's present. Its gonna be special :D

Tomorrow's gonna be a killer. We're gonna jog 2.4km after such a long interval in between. I haven't been jogging for eons. Fatality. Oh yes, that reminds me. YinSoon introduced NigaHiga to me. Simply search for "NigaHiga" in the search engine in Youtube. Its so funny. His videos. Hilarious. Okay its time I update my March calendar.

Take care in New Zealand :)

Nocturnal

01.03.2008
11.17pm


Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Yet another great song :)

I forgot my password into imeem D: Okay they're gonna send me an email so then I can retrieve my password :D Today was just another day. I like life like that. I like life after confiding in my mom. Its not that bad afterall, knowing that she's understanding enough to accept things.

Went for A-Maths tuition today. The teacher's still revolving around the chapter on surds, indices & logarithm. I think logarithm's really something. You feel a surge of accomplishment when your answers are in coherence to the answer behind :D Lol. Return home straight after tuition & started off with my homeworks. It was crazy writing Boo's diary. I think I made Boo Radley less malevolent. Lol.

Studied for Chemistry as well. Gotta do really well for common test. So I've gotta start studying early. I sucked this term. Like my marks. & That means I have to buck up. Had dinner with mom today at Bugis. Ate KwayChap :D I think its such a delicacy. Minus the fact that its really salty. Oops.

Went to shop around with mom. Part of it to let me take a break from the entire afternoon of mugging. I really hope the mugging will bring good results. Super paranoid. There's ballet tomorrow. & There'll be this big gap between the first & second lesson. Thank goodness I saved up enough money for more Starbucks tomorrow :D

Word Verification: TQDCP (TV queen don't cry please)

The Great Escape of JI :D

29.02.2008
11.01pm

Happy Leap Day everyone :D & Happy birthday to those born on the 29th February :D I reckon by now everyone should have heard/seen the JI guy. You know what, I think "The Great Escape" by Boys Like Girls suits him the most. He & his great escapade. But whatever it is, its just, AMAZING, how Singapore's high level of security would still breed problems like this, especially for such a crucial person, that's capable of like sinking the entire island.

Even my brother may be called back to search for him D: Haha. Maybe JI has some underhands in the police force, lending him a helping hand outta the place. Corrupted then, I suppose. But anyway, anyone who sees someone that limps on the left foot, look twice.

I told my mother about Jaydon. She wants me to treat him just as a friend. When he's back then I can tell my mother without feeling guilty anymore. At least she won't worry. Its not that bad afterall. So in other words, its just taking a step back.

Chemical Formulas

27.02.2008
4.38pm

Pheet pheet. I've gotten back my English Literature Common Test. 14/25. I've done really below standard this term. Its scary. Its only the start of the year & I'm lagging already D: But then like what Miss Ng said that really encouraged me, its a BIG leap from sec two to sec three so, lets just take it as that & work harder. Haha.

Let us all commit these life-saving chemical formulas to memory.
Carbonate: CO3 2-
Sulphate(IV): SO3 2-
Sulphate(VI): SO4 2-
Hydroxide: OH-
Phosphate: PO4 3-
Ethanoate: CH3COO-
Dichromate: Cr2O7 2-
Nitrate(III): No2 2-
Nitrate(V): No3 2-
Maganate: MnO4-

Its a painstaking process but lets accept the fact, we have to do it.
Word Verification: DVRLT (Does Vivien really love talking?)

there's more to it being just it

26.02.2008
7.52pm

Sigh, I'm here for yet another bad news. I think blogs are just great avenues for you to confide all your deepest thoughts & feelings, well maybe not so deep but even so, its good that I can speak to the blog & it doesn't say anything back, so I can feel at least a little better.

So, everything went on pretty satisfying today. I loved the day actually. Cos' I'm beginning to enjoy lessons, like or should I say, engage myself into lessons. Like Miss Khoo's SS lessons. Today's one was on Singapore's population growth. I think its so amazing, the way Miss Khoo puts things. & Like its so plaudible, everything she says.

I think the Social Enterprise day will be better tomorrow, cos' we're gonna be selling cereals as well. Chewy's got the Cookie Crisps, Weiting's got the KoKo Krunch, Peiying's got the Fruit Loops, & I've got the Honey Stars & I hope they turn out to be a perfect combination. Miss Hafizah has obviously put in alot of effort, perhaps even more than us D:

HERE'S SOMETHING FOR CHEWSHIAN:


Jaydon's in hospital again. I think he's having a hard time coping with his headache, & the doctors are trying to cure it by letting some electrical impulses pass his head. He says it hurts alot. I think it hurts more than just alot. So much that I'm afraid he won't be able to take it. He says he doesn't want to know what's going on with him, but just subdue himself to whatever treatment it has to come with. I think its draining him out bit by bit. The medicines, their side effects that comes along with it. He doesn't want to to get injected. He says it hurts too much. But its the only way the medicine can work. Very much at times I feel redundant & helpless, I can't do anything.

I hope he knows that he has to endure. He's gone so far already, but its too early to give up. & No one will do the same to him. He can't lose to himself in the end. That'd be disappointing all of us. How true it is, when they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

pictures :D

24.02.2008
10.24pm

Okay, there's sch tomorrow D: Two tests. & I can't be bothered to post so its just photos today :D


Chenning & I :D


Me :D

Checked out terminal three today, with Jeslyn. Its great :D Haha. & We went to White Sands to study, for like 5 minutes? Haha.

Word Verification: DOEZWY (Did only easy zebra worksheets yesterday.)

Wind it up :D

23.02.2008
9.17pm


Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

LET'S SAY IT TOGETHER: GREAT SONG
Jaydon sent it to me, but I don't think he was sending me the words ;D
He wanted me to post how great he is. So here it is, you're greaaaaat :D

Mom & Dad brought me to Ikea for dinner today. I know that they have a thing about people poaching salmon & like they are endangering or something. Okay, so I felt terribly bad like devouring one entire plus-size splatter of poached salmon :X I'm sorry. I promise I'll put in all my soul & spirit to resist myself from the mouth-watering delicious sumptious salmon :D

I think Ikea has the nicest interior/exterior design as compared to Giant or Courts. But I think what they all are at the same platform is their super super frigid temperature. Mom & I almost froze to death there.

Poor thing, Mom. She's having some kind of eye infection. I guess it isn't contagious cos' she still stares/glares at me. Ellie just recovered from eye infection too :D Sigh, its going around!

Somehow I'm looking forward to everyday. Oh yes, I remember a sentence I read from the storybook I borrowed from the school library. It goes like "Leaving, afterall, is not the same as being left". How true, aye. I agree so, cos' I think it feels different leaving someone. Okay but enough crapshit about that, cos' I don't think I'll leave anybody so soon :D

Sloth-Attack

22.02.2008
11.35pm

After a good two days rest at home, I felt extremely energetic & refreshed for school today :D Like Scout, she was curious & excited for her first day of school. But I was thinking about the workload I'm about to handle at the back of my head, & I couldn't sleep properly last night. Weiting showed me the list of homeworks, & I was terribly taken aback. But thank goodness I got 5 out of the 6 done during NPDP, cos' I had an MC & I could just watch them drill.

Mrs Lim embarked on her new topic of Logarithm (say lor-gay-rhythm). It looked tediously complicated initially, then like what Wanling told me, once you get the gist of it, everything should be smooth & easy. So therefore I'm gonna practice & practice. I wonder if all these conscientious efforts are all gonna be put off in the end.

Hazel was stucked with her D&T idea therefore, RachelY, Eunice & I were working every single nerve in our brains to input something into her problem. It didn't work. How do we get DUST off feathery broom sticks? The first bright idea that shot me was, simply get a new broomstick. Find Harry Potter & his Quidditch game? I guess I'm not that helpful afterall.

Tomorrow's Saturday, I shall rename it Mugerday :D Haha, I shall just study. Catch up with my work ;D You know, I was waiting for bus 17 today at Bedok Interchange. I seriously think SBS is the abbrieviation of "Slow Bus Service". Frequency's extremely low for some buses while some can be really high that comes like once every five minute. It'd be faster if I've taken the MRT.

Word Verification: OUHQOL (Oh, Cool!)

I Am So Patriotic :D

21.02.2008
2.59pm

I tell you I'm patriotic. I've searched high & low through the internet to get some informations on National Education, & I'm proud to present the 6 jaw-dropping NE messages of Singapore. Close your mouth.

1. Singapore our homeland; this is where we belong.
2. We must preserve racial & religious harmony.
3. We must uphold meritocracy and incorruptibility.
4. No one owes Singapore a living.
5. We must ourselves defend Singapore.
6. We have confidence in our future.

Let's all keep those messages in mind & uphold every one of them. Let's be good kiasu citizens :D

YAY, I DON'T GET A SINGLE CRAPSHIT OF PHYSICS! :D

random neoprints

21.02.2008
12.35pm

Okay, I didn't go to school today. Again. I'm still feeling a little breathless. I'm gonna skip both ELit Commont Test & HCL test. Does anybody know if they'll be a retest or anything?

Anyway, I'm trying out my scanner. Scanned in some neoprints!

Taken on CNY eve:






Taken I forgot when :P :



Taken on the day we did our survey & earned 60 quick bucks! :





Taken I forgotten when too :D :



Don't ask when:



Yay, I'm eating bahchormee :D
Word Verification: MQFLRP (Mingli queued for little roasted peanuts.)