IM SO HAPPY!

28.04.2007
10.54pm

whoa! im like oh-so-happy now! cos' for like once, my computer is reacting FASTER THAN USUAL! okay. i better not say much before it starts to be retarded and react slow. yay! went shopping with mummy today! i've learnt that she's really cute. despite her, ferocious outside :P she bought me this pair of white and reflective pointy shoes from DMK! hah! yes. the one i've been eyeing at for a millenium. and yes. after a millenium, my favourite weiting finally replied to my love letter :D and it was really colourful! :D and mummy was trying to zi lian just now by asking me to take photos of her at different angles. but she ended up deleted them all! :P lol. YAY! there's ballet tomorrow. what i had been looking forward to every week :D but doing intermediate ain't gonna be easy. commitment. ah.

gosh i seriously ran out of brain juices of what to post! maybe cos' nothing much had been happening in my life :\ oh well! AT LEAST I UPDATED! okayokay. and im sorry jingyi! for linkin you wrongly! hah! MYE's round the corner everybody! MUG HARD! :D

vivien! :D

HEYLO EVERYONE

24.04.2007
1.22pm

hello everyone. im in sch now. and im sneaking into here. two more days to paper one. good luck to everyone~ :D haha. its home econs now. yay! and im suppose to do some project work thing. but yah. who cares? haha. okay i shall post something quick before ms ng comes. debra's having her ballet exams now :D wishing her the best of luck!

anyway. i guess i've really learnt to miss someone now.

ways to show that you're missing someone.
1. you scribble his/her name all over your notebook.
2. you think of him/her whenever you walk past this place you've been with him/her.
i dont know anymore. but thats how i feel lah. okay. im suppose to print something now. and im not doing so. i better start printing! :D

oh yah. my com has so connection prob. and ytd i restarted it like for two times. and still cant work. ugh. now im like so fed up that i cannot post. anyway, good thing! i can finally study and stay concentrated. :D haha! olright. i better get going :D thanks people for tagging eh! i'll try to update a longer post soon :D

vivien!

dr boon scared me.

16042007
6.40pm

hey there everybody! i hope this will be a looong post! cos' i havent been updating for quite some time. i shall first start with today. then some random stuff that had happened these few days! today started off relatively early for me. cos' as usual, daddy had to rush to work so i reach sch at about 6.30? yes. and i dozed off in class. heard some really weird noises behind my ear piece though :\ dont really care. then when i opened my eyes, i saw debra. LOL. i dont know how long she's been sitting there. LOL im sorry! and she told me some stuff. debra, dont worry okay? everything will still be the same. and we still got each other eh? :D lotsa love to you darling.

then rachel came and i received my love letter. had been really bored without any letters and MISS ER WEITING, WOULD YOU KINDLY REPLY TO MY LETTER? thanks. okay. then we had devotion. cant really rmb what was going on cos i was half awake :\ then had two periods of HCL. mr tan ik ching is so cute! so we wrote a letter about some fanatic fans going gaga over idols. LOL. and one of andy lau's fan's dad actually committed suicide. sigh. okay shall not give any comments about that :\ then it was science and that was when dr boon came dashing into our class.

*door flung open*
dr boon: hey is she feeling okay? why is she sleeping?
*pointing to elizabeth which is sleeping like a log*
mdm hidayat: oh she's having a fever.
*elizabeth finally waking up*
dr boon: are you sick or not enough sleep?
elizabeth: erh, not enough sleep.
dr boon: i give you one minute, run to the toilet and wash your face.
*elizabeth runs to the toilet and washes her face.*
meanwhile in class..
dr boon: i believe you guys are busy $$&*#...
whole class: yes dr boon.
*dr boon takes her leave*

haha lols! really scared most of us though. cos we were so engrossed in lesson until we didnt notice dr boon and mrs cheong was actually outside :P whoops. okay. haha. then science continued, and i realise mdm hidayat is really nice to defend elizabeth :\ okay. then it was recess. no money to eat. only could afford a char siew bun! LOL. delicious oh yeah :D then went upstairs. talked to rachel about some things. then it was acc. cai lao shi finished telling us the story about the hair. though its kind of anti climax :\ with everyone dying in the end. LOL. but it was really a fantasy. and dead people's hair do grow though they are dead. LOL. okayokay. then she let us watch this show abt li shi ming. and she left the class. and i feel asleep and mingli was like "MRS CHEONG!" which scared me from my sleep. and she told me she was joking. OKAY.

after acc was maths. and mr lim was being bhb again.

bird: mr lim, which teacher do you think is the prettiest in this sch?
mr lim: i think its ee chiew.
whole class: LOL.

okay. then had some manipulation thing. and it was geog. went to geog room. and had lesson about greenhouse effect and bladilabla. and after sch went to canteen and went for stomp final rehearsal. lets just pray hard that everything would work out well tmr! JIAYOU 2J! and went to tm after that with rachel. to buy her chocolates. LOL. she's becoming this sweet and chocolate seller in class. LOL. olright.

im feeling rather sian and that there is nothing to look forward to in life already! :\ its okay. i shall think postively. cant wait for saturday to come though! (:

lotsa love!
vivien!

hello people~

110407
2.37pm

hello people. im in the library doing my art now and rachel and weiting is beside me (: havent been updating regularly. sorry. yesterday had been a really fun day. though i dont think im gonna post about it. LOL. okayokay. thats abt all. okay i just had my maths retest. alot better than 3/25. LOL. okay i should continue to do my art now. will post when im free! (:

absence really shall make the heart grow fonder man (:

vivien :D

Its ending ):

07042007
9.39pm

yup. thanks (: i had fun. and absence shall make my heart grow fonder. as long as we're still in touch (: thinking of everything coming to an end for awhile makes me feel sad. but again, its not the end of everything. there's always another time (:

oh and uzumaki have this really cool way of naming their wasabi ice cream. wasabi = wassup babe. laughed my ass off when i saw it. cos' its so funny and creative. and i've learnt many things. thank you (:

vivien.

Dance!

05.04.2007
10.35pm

yay. seven more posts before i reach my hundred! (: but seriously, whats the point of reaching hundred? do i get anything? LOL. & yay. i had ballet today. ballet makes me forget all my worries. & as my previous blogskin suggests, dont worry your life away. but somethings just keeps floating around your head. its just irritating. & sometimes i just wonder, if these things are really worth wondering about. it just puzzles me. talking about ballet, im afraid i cant put in my commitments into it. i know i enjoy dancing. i know dancing makes me happy. but am i really ready to take intermediate? its a stage whereby i have to commit three days of the week into ballet. & i have to put in alot effort. sigh. maybe i am not ready yet. but i should be at this stage already :\

okayokay. anyway, one of my ballet friend injured her ankle. & the doctor says, she should really rest well before coming back to dance again. then i started imagining things like getting knocked down by a car and losing my legs. i'll cry my eyes off if i cant dance. i cant imagine life without ballet lah. & life without my legs. okay. TOUCH WOOD. i shall commit myself into dancing. (;

vivien (:

CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES. ER HEM, SHIT.

3.04.2007
7.17pm

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TERI DARLING!

olright! its my darling teri's birthday yesterday! :D whoa whoa whoa! she's fourteen like me already! JIAYOU GIRL~ all the best in syf! and everyting you do! :)

yay. we had home econs first trial today. and it was quite, erhem, unsucessful. the chocolate didnt have the time to harden and it was so soft and sweet. rawr. & i cant stand strawberries. but the good thing is, the smoothie was perfect! :) although i never liked strawberries. it would be better if we had more time! well, its okay! its the trial only! gotta work harder the next time!

today's assembly was sad ): they shared the story of Abel. he was beaten up by this austrailian guy once in a party, and he was thrown into a drain after that. he got into two years of coma and woke up one day. all thanks to aunty may. who had taken care of him all through his life! and Abel sang a song. which was super touching. okay and weiting CRIED! hahaa! okayokay. its so emotional. of cos, i learnt many things from the assembly la.

sigh somethings wrong. i cant eat well i dont know why. i use to have like, a stomach of a cow. now i just dont feel like eating! :\ oh nevermind. slim down abit! (:

vivien!

oh so random.

31.03.2007
9.06pm

good evening everyone. sigh. im so bored now. cos' nobody's online to chat with. okay. i shall talk about ytd's scrabble competition. actually i can post last night. but i think i was too lazy. yeah. must be. so ytd weiting and i took a mercedes taxi and went to unity secondary for scrabble competition.

taxi driver: hey, have you guys read today's TODAY?
weiting, ms pua, me: nope!
taxi driver: okay.

then he carried on driving and had a chat with us. his words are so meaningful that if i had a noteboook there, i would have copied everything down.

taxi driver: hey, look at this, page 53. (passing us a copy of TODAY)

so we flipped to page 53. and we saw these three suave looking guy. and in the middle was actually our taxi driver. he won the best tourism thingy. and he looked so cool. and there was a write up on him the next page. what a coincidence eh? and i had a hard time breathing cos my nose was blocked. SIGH. the scrabble competition was okay. just that the scrabble dictionary has really ridiculous words. like "au, ae, aa". and my opponent seemed to have memorised the whole scrabble dictionary and if i challenged him, it would be wasting time :\

so yah la! we didnt win. lols. just go a cert of participation (: and we hailed a taxi back to sch. this time the taxi uncle told us his life of being a taxi driver. there was once he fetched this guy who got stabbed on the chest to the hospital and he was speeding all the way there. this traffic police came and wanted to stop him but ended up escorting him instead. HAHA! so cool. and it took us a good 1h to get back to anglican high.

yah so thats about all ytd. and today was the first day of my tuition. it wasnt as bad as i though though (: maybe cos nobody in the class talked. but yah, can concentrate better this way. mr kuan is really nice (: haha good! and i saw quanz, mingz, teri, weyjian and another one of their snrs there at cs. LOL.

okay. i got to go now. though its gonna be real boring :\

vivien (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

29.03.2007
5.38pm

yays. im fourteen! im aging! ): haha! but its okay! it didnt really felt like my birthday yesterday actually. cos' school was just the same :\ but after that was pretty fun. received a few presents from some really great friends. and shiyuan actually remembered my birthday! (: thank you girl! and i received some wishes from my friends. yeah. so it was the normal birthday kind of thing. and 2j sang me a birthday song! haha! okay.

i'll rmb 28 march because:
elizabeth broke her contacts and had to wear her ah ma specs! (which is so cute!)

hahaha! yeah! i received a pillow from weiting and rachel on saturday already. and jeslyn gave me a complete set of japanese erasers. those really cute ones that makes me hungry. she plucked out many many countless styrofoam balls and filled a box up. WOW. okay. and i received an ink bag from hanyang and yijun. and a pencil holder from shiyuan. and some really cool saga seeds from pampam! (: thank you guys!

so after school yesterday, weiting and rachel sent me down the hill. and i thought i lost my wallet. thought. cos' i digged into my bag and didnt feel anything. so i called them wait for me cos' i want to go back to sch to get my wallet. so they came down, and then guess what? i found my wallet in my bag. LOL. what a joke lah please. no wonder weiting says noone is ever having good luck on their birthday (: so i sent them back to hill by taxi and quickly rushed home to get ready to meet jeslyn.

so after bathing and everything, i went to jeslyn's house. she bathed. and i was stabbing hard onto her electronic keyboard. then we went off to city hall. on the mrt, there was this strange guy. that kept oogling at me and jeslyn. maybe cos' the both of us are wearing pink polo tee. oh crap. luckily he alighted first. if not i would have dug out his eyeballs. yeah. then we reached city hall and walked through citylink mall. and met with zhiyong. jeslyn and i were guessing what he was wearing. lol. none guessed correctly :\ then we went to play arcade at the arcade. LOL. played daytona. and i won! hahaa. bang me somemore lah! bang lah! haha!

then played jurassic park. lols. and jeslyn and i managed to past to the second stage. quite an accomplishment. then played time crisis with zhiyong. was quite disgusted cos i was dead before i even completed the first stage. lol. and he carried on playing and yah. play until very far. lol. then we went to BOWL! hahaha! there was this small kid and a guy next lane. that small boy was scoring like crazy. i think that guy is his dad or something. really pro okay. its embarassing playing beside them cos my score is like. HAHA! yeah. so. (: bowl bowl then we went to xingwang to eat. and rachel came to join us! she was wearing np shirt and fbt lah! hahaa!

ate this meesua thing. the noodle was larger than ordinary meesua. and it looked like vomit but heh! it was delicious. suo wei, ren bu ke mao xiang, hai shui bu ke dou liang (: oh whatever. hehe. then i started to be so cold that i can almost die in the restaurant. i was shivering inside out and finally me and rachel went out to the toilet. PHEW. the toilet is like so warm and cosy! hahaha. okayokay. after dinner, we walked all the way to suntec carrefour to get rachel's garam masala and ghee. lols. and took mrt back to pasir ris. and went home.

then this morning, i realised that my wallet is gone. SO, WHERE DID IT WENT? JESLYN'S CAR? PASIR RIS MRT? my ans is, pasir ris mrt. im so lucky to find my wallet back. though there isnt much inside. haha. i want to thank the person that found the green wallet with mickey mouse head all over. thank you very much (: if you are that person, please tag at my board!

vivien!

SURPRISE! (:

25.03.07
10.06pm

whee everybody. my birthday is in 3 days time (: yay. and this post is specially dedicated to my three very special friends. for being such super wonder planners for my birthday surprise (: i sincerely thank you guys for being such great friends (: really. im glad i've found you guys (: weiting, rachel and jeslyn. I LOVE YOU!!! you guys are really good at planning surprises. i had totally no idea that you guys actually chuan tong everything already! omg. i am so touched! thanks for making me feel so special. thanks (: i dont know what else i can do. but just, THANKS(:

yeah. so this was how it went. rachel asked me to go out last week. and i said okay. and she said lets go to vivo on saturday. so yeah, i agreed cos she said it was a must that i go and accompany her on saturday (: so yesterday, i went out with rachel and we were suppose to meet at tanah merah, but she told me last minute to meet at tampines mall. so okay. i didnt suspect anything. so i met up with her, and we proceeded to vivo, like what we've planned. then we shopped around vivo. also to look for teri's birthday present (: then on the mrt, jeslyn called to ask where i was. so i just told her i was on the train. i didnt suspect anything, AT ALL. then suddenly.

rachel: eh, vivien, we go adidas can? faster!
me: for what?
rachel: go find two people.one boy one girl.
me: WHO?!

so she dragged me all the way down to adidas. and im like, wondering hard who is going to appear. and tadaaa! it was weiting! and she told me she was out with her other friends. and then, TADAA. my darling jeslyn appeared. HOW THE HELL DO THEY KNOW EACH OTHER?! okay. so they must have been doing all these stuff behind my back. and weiting threw me a pillow that rachel and her decorated. and jeslyn bought me 9 roses. i was so touched that, i cried. whee! and then, they told me they bought gold class ticket to mr bean. and im like, OH MY GOD. gold class totally rocked my ass. the chair was like, OMG. and the blanket smelled to nice. and im like. OMG. and mr bean is such a joke. he has so many facial expression that i am so admiring him. okay i was laughing lik super loudly. weiting too lah ;P

then jeslyn said she had to go after the movie. and i was ): yah. then she appeared again. with a cake. and its not an ordinary cake. a cake stacked up by prima deli waffers. OMG. and the best part right, is after singing the birthday song, jeslyn dropped the whole cake onto the floor. and yes, no waffers. and suprisingly, jeslyn ordered a swensens cake already. and im like O.O okayokay. then after that, we shopped around vivo. and yeah, there were many surprises.

after that, we went to tanah merah with weiting cos she didnt bring her books home. so she went hme after that. and rachel jeslyn and i went to bugis for dinner. yeah. then called zhiyong to come down to meet us too. haha and we went to play arcade. the basketball thing. and my hands are aching like shit now. due to pegging and basketball. and the ball just flew everywhere. haha. then we played bishi bashi too. it was so fun! and then we went to starbucks. and jeslyn was flaunting her poker card skills. LOL. everyone was amazed by her. then we took mrt home. rachel poor thing. had to go home alone. in the rain.so talked to her on the way home. and then jeslyn zhiyong and i boarded jeslyn's daddy's car and he fetched us home (:

thanks for making my day darlings!

vivien

MAHJONG FEVER!

23.03.2007
9.04pm

my brother and his NS brothers are playing mahjong now. planning to play through the night. and they're so super noisy. wonder how i'm ever going to get my sleep. but HEY! im going out with rachel tomorrow! YAY! haha. finally a break. today's NP was fun (: had campcraft and made a TENT! a tent made by : vivien, rachel, weiting and peiyi ma'am! haha. you really feel a sense of ACCOMPLISHMENT when its done. and we did it in like, 1 and a half hours? or maybe more. cos' i didnt pay attention to the time. okay let me start from the beggining.

after school, went to change into pt kit and when to the canteen to have my lunch. had chicken rice. yup and weiting chionging her chinese letter writing. which is to be handed in today itself. haha. so while eating, rachel and i were like thinking of many possible long phrases to lengthen her letter. its great the way three minds work together! amazing loh. yeah. and went to fall in after that. there would be loads of competition coming up. so lets hope we can win something back (: then sec twos when to get the things needed for the tent. pegs, ground sheets, twine, etc. and i had a SUPER HARD TIME trying to deliver the pegs to the field. its so freaking heavy. and rusty! and my whole shirt was rust luh. so in what seemed like eternity, we finally reached the field. and started to make our tent. it was hard work trying to peg. and my hand trembled like crazy after that :\ building the tent was hard. especially when pulling the twine. once it breaks, you'd have to re-tie everything. so its kind of SIAN. yeah. hahah but the aftertaste was great. sucess in like 1 1/2 hrs. lols!

then after that, we had this really cool pt. okay i dont know how to say it here. but yeah. its just, cool. lols. haha! then we had PIZZA! cos' its sir's promise and snrs went for competitions and etc. so its a kind of encouragement and according to sir, a time for us to "chill!" wahaha. so funneh (: then rachel weiting and i went to concourse. and continued on her adventure to finishing her letter writing. and ended up with rachel and i scribbling on her paper some really chim chinese handwriting. LOL. then rachel and i waited for my dad outside sch. it was really dark and cold. rachel and i were playing the lamb game in her phone. and we got so ji dong that we made alot of noise. haha!

while we were setting up our tent in the field.
weiting: EH VERY HOT LEH!
vivien: yeah loh!
weiting: because rachel never talk mah. (referring to rachel being cold all the time)
rachel: EH! where got! now got cold meh!
*LIGHT BREEZE ACROSS FIELD*
ma'am: EH GOT WIND LEH!

LOL.
vivien

ballet open house.

18.03.2007
8.40pm

hello everybody. today is the last day of the school holidays! i havent enjoyed my holidays yet! :\ havent had enough rest actually. busy with ballet. tuesday is my exams. gotta put in my best. had been training so hard. and this is it. the final blow. just past through this last push and i'm off to grade seven and intermediate. talking about intermediate, i really seriously feel like dying. cos' i dont know if im really on to take that exam. i dont wanna fail :\ but yes. i'll try my best. i'll put in all my heart and soul.

its great to hear that weiting is really carrying on with her life. what about me? i feel so empty all of a sudden. i suddenly cant remember anymore. i dont know why. but i know it isnt fading yet. i know (:

tday was ballet open house. mummy came to support :) was really glad she did. cos' i always thought she didnt care :) she didnt have much comments about it anyway. so its more like she didnt come :\ oh wdv! hahaa. i had a great time though. dancing just makes all my problems go away(: and then we went to the popular sale at expo. bought o'level english assesments. LOL. kiasu spider(:

vivien

Life's a mess.

13.03.07
11.37pm

life's a mess now. i dont know why i'm feeling this way. my feelings are running everywhere. i dont know how to keep track of it. holidays are so packed. ballet, camps, homework. barely have the time to go out and take a breather. im feeling so shit now. i sometimes wonder if what i thought would never happen to me ever again is happening once more. im so scared. i dont know what to expect. i dont wish to sink in deeper. but i cant help it. with all the guessings, i cant bring myself up from the whirlpool.

and i really have to start studying now. so many tests. geog especially. my only hope left. i shall go study now. i just hope what everyone thinks will be right. what if it isnt?

vivien.

sec one bonding camp

12.03.07
5.22pm

wheywheywhey! im home from sec-one bonding camp'07! & i'm so in love with it. though you know, it gets really tiring especially during night games. & songs & cheers just cant get out of my mind! yeah! i shall name some later but let me try to write out my camp from scratch. woke up at 7 on Sunday morning! pack my stuff for the last time & chiong-ed outta house to catch bus-12! met rachel & her bag was so small :D mine was this humongous haversack. LOL. plus a green & round slping bag :D yeah it looked like sausage. yeah. but rachel said it looked like HAM?! ouh. whatever. carry on. yeah then we reached sch & it wasnt long before we fall in.

ma'am came and brief us about this & that & we had our bags checked. had to surrender handphone and then i realised i forgotten to bring our grp identity. so i called daddy to deliver it for me to sch! :D after which we went to our bunks. 1H & 1G. yeah. my bunk is 1H. weiting & rachel BOTH 1G. DAMN! okay. then we falled in. & had morning PT. guess what it is?! THE ANGLICAN HIGH ZAO CAO! yeah. & i mean the kuo xiong & stuff. yeah. weiting just cant do two things once and she looked cute trying to follow up with the steps. LOL. then we had games & i cant rmb some cos' there was alot. i really enjoyed the watermelon one. LOL. first time i eat watermelon in such a fast timing. YEAH! wahahha. first, throw the watermelon hard onto the table. then, pry it open & everybody DIG IN! POW! wahaha!

after that, i cant really rmbr much. so i shall just talk about the meals. cos', as a very hungry person almost 24/7, food is the thing that kept me going throughout the camp. maybe something else! :X so, when it was lunch, the HEAVENLY styrofoam boxes were aligned on the canteen table. & when we open the box, that HEAVENLY smell of TOWGAY flew out & omg. it was HEAVENLY. okay how many times must i repeat myself? :D anyway, so we dug in and hehe. of cos', that didnt fill my stomach up. NO NO NO! then it was games again. and it was campfire preperation. did a dance for the song HEY JULIET. & it turned out really LESBOTIC. okay. i love rachel's grp performance. LOVE! wahahha! then we had dinner. and had beehoon? lols. and some cheekweh! wahahahaha :D we had a pathetically small plate of beehoon. though it was enough to fill my stomach cos' besides that, i ate plenty plenty of cheekweh. you can ask weiting for the load i eat. its al in her head!

then it was campfire and jiamin kept scaring me that i had an imaginary friend called adiji?! WHAT A JOKE JIAMIN! wahahaha! & she kept touching my back during the campfire and it totally freaked me out. & a dog watched our campfire too :D

I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER! (say "i got pissed by the river")

lols! rachel kept singing that song infront of jiamin and jiamin got rly pissed. hahaw. and i got really high during the campfire and sang my heart out! WHEE. and sir did a rap version of yue liang dai biao wo de xin! lol! & sir went like "yoyoyo!" to "check it out!". LOLS. laughing our asses off. then we ended with the goodbye thingy. we had supper and i kop-ed almost a tin of the biscuits :P and off for nightgames. awh man. sheena kept scaring us at the parade square. lols. but most of the time, i was either slping or engaging in a conversation. LOLS. so we were suppose to find clues for a story which includes ZALI(originated from LISA) and MEGNA(originated from MEGAN & SHEENA)! lols los lols! yeah. it wasnt exactly scary except for the toilet one. LOL. candles. EW.

then the day ended with us bathing and sharing soap. LOL. and i being the water bottle refiller! :D ouh im so in love with camp. & then i dozed off like in a blink of an eye. and was very deep in sleep, according to WEITING & RACHEL. then we woke up the next morning and have a game of captain soap! it was very fun with rachel throwing the soap and breaking it into two. :D we smelled so nice with that soap! :D then we did field cooking and again, i ate like A GLUTTON :D hmm mm! i want to linger here!

then it was another game which has obstacle course. we did kind of BADLY :( wahaha. the potato chip one was so saltish cos my whole face was covered in salt. wahaha! then area cleaning and break camp. yea. this camp was fun fun fun :D

gotta do my goeg now! BYEBYE :D

dont i resemble a pig up there?

vivien!

most depressing day ever.

9.3.07
11.46pm

today is the most depressing day of my life. and i ought to study HARDER. i shall spend lesser time online, though now i rarely do come online. and go home early everyday to study. i shall pay attention to class. and make sure i dont doze off. i shall make good use of weekend nights to mug through the night, for common test subjects. i shall spend lesser time on TV SERIALS. and shall pay lesser attention to things which doesnt deserve so much attention. i shall work harder for all common test and do well for SA1.

my life sucks suddenly. i flunked my CA1. not that i didnt study. i did. maybe i should just, study harder. i'd better do well next term. or im disappointing my parents :( shit. im so disappointed in myself. everyone seems to be getting such wonderful percentages.

sigh. good thing finally four of my teeth are extracted. finally i wont DREAD going to the dentist. damn. i hate my life. and the numbness is going away from my gum and i just feel like going to sleep for the rest of my life. omg. damn.

rotten luck ;D

2.03.07
7.28pm

why did piglet look into the toiletbowl?
cos' he wanted to look for pooh(poo).

WHAT A JOKE. i heard it from aaron. LOL. anyway, i think i must have struck jackpot at being unlucky today. or the past few days. okay & its been around one week since i last posted in this blog. sigh. i guess there wasnt any motivation for me to post anymore :\ life just seems so boring nowadays. with nothing much installed for me. except the occasional laughs i have. lol. kay. why unlucky, you may ask. let me tell you why.

okay so i think it was wednesday or something? yeah. daddy fetched me to sch. and when he alighted me at the tanah merah bus-stop, i closed the door & stupidly slammed my thumb in between. SHIT. then nevermind leh, reach home my dad was like "why didnt you close the door tightly just now when you alighted?" WTH. sigh. then blood started to clot at my nails immediately and it hurt like SHIT. & there was like blood clotting around my whole thumb. & i almost cried. thank god i was alone :D anyway. i couldnt hold my pen for that whole day. so i didnt do art :D but its olright cos' i finished my logo design anyway :D

okay & another thing. it was last friday. yeah. was having np usual trng. & was doing pt. running around the field. so i was jogging happily when this softball approached me and bang straight onto my shin. SHIT. then i realised that softball ain't soft. lols. then softballers crowded around me. and there was this sec three. she was like "hey i know you want to rest okay! so go rest go rest! dont need run already!" HAHHA. indeed! that was what i was thinking :P wahahaha. so sir came & asked me to sit with wenxin at the street soccer court. lols. & my shin started to swell & it was red. gah. & now its a big orh cheh. yongquan was like "MUST RUB. IF NOT LATER THE BLOOD CANT MOVE~" oh yeah. pain ya know?

& there is one more, which is the most EMBARASSING one. thats why there's this sentence: save the best for the last. sighsighsigh. okay so today we had np trng. & we were suppose to fall in outside GO to wait for the bus. so apparently the NCCs were there. olright. then we were running down the three steps on the GO. then, AMAZINGLY AND AMUSINGLY, smart little weiting stepped on my super loose boots and it flew off from my feet. & this guy was like "wah! like that shoe also can fly out?!" OMG LAH. i felt like dying on the spot. & weiting still picked my boots up when i said i wanted to wear it >< color="#ff0000">WHAT A JOKE LUH.

now you know why i'm unlucky. sigh. thank god yannis's picture of zheng yuan chang totally cheered me up cos now when i slide my phone, i see him :DDDDD yeah. so i shall stop lamenting here. BYEEE.

vivien

slackness. shut up boon

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11.37pm

wow. hey ;D what a late post oh yeah! woke up and took bus to tanah merah. i think im relying alot on the chairs of the bus. i just doze off nowadays whenever i sit on em. today i was earlier than birdy! how surprising is that? so i waited for her. and saw so many people! yepyep! & then birdy came. and behind her was her CUTE GUY! oh puh-lease! okayokay. so we both talked and crapped & then teri came. we are somehow, amused by twitishness. LOL. kaykay. then yongquan came and we hopped onto jingyi's car first. then waited for mingli.

& omg thanks jingyi's mommy for that hongbao! ;D
& thanks jingyi for asking your mother to fetch us up everyday! <3

okayokay. then we reached school and went to the hall. apparently we're just in time for the bell to ring. then we got up and sat down. so many people were late oh yeah. then dr boon started on her point of view on SLACKNESS. erm. hello? the scouts & guides are standing. would you hurry up? thanks. yeah. kaykay. then they had their speeches. and we went for pe. omg. can die lah PE. we did 70 jumping jacks just cos' we sat on the bench when we're not suppose to. oh mr lim!
then we did 5 laps of that flight of steps plus running to the tree. i felt like my life was ending. okay not to the extent but yeah. just that kind of feeling. like that kind which you want to sit at home, open a pack of calbee, and slack.

okay so we finished pe. & it was mrs neo's lesson! had this thing on strange encounter?! :D lols. what a joke. all i could think of was haunted house. blame that on pe okay. then it was geog. ms kartini didnt come. so we played with crayons. and drew all over yongquan's arms & legs & shoes. what a joke! okay whats with "what a joke"?! okay whatever. then it was recess. had chicken rice. yum. then it was science after that. ms lam was wearing the guides uniform. & she was so desperate cos' she couldnt finish the SPA and graph plotting thing! SIGH. actually, i wasnt listening :\ then it was maths. i barely passed maths. how cool is that? ;D sigh. maths maths maths. it kills me.

then we had chinese. okay i think i was being very rude in mr tan's lessons. i just cant stop talking. SIGH. & he doesnt scold us one bit! sigh. i'd rather he scold us. at least i can wake up. sigh. sigh. then we were dismissed. went to toilet to change to pt kit. then wenyong came. talked to him for awhile. then went to fall in. & i have no idea why, but sir decided to check fingernails. and im like "shit".

sir: haha! you know why i ask them check nails?
ma'am: why?!
sir: cos i cut mine today!

what a joke. LOL. kk. the peiyi ma'am leaded us in campcraft. did some really cool knot and hitches. tripod. wheesh. so cool. though mine wasnt tight enough. all four of us got blistered fingers. index fingers. after that we had PT! was suppose to run around the field 5 laps. but on my 2nd, i got hit by a softball so i couldnt run anymore. sighsigh. wenxin was injured too. guess she sprained her ankle or something. then yatata. and it was bersurai.

daddy fetched rachel home, then i went home & went to the dentist. OH MY GOD. i had my teeth extracted. the injection was so painful that i erh, embarassly, cried. lol. what a joke. but the extraction itself wasnt painful at all. but once the numbness is gone, the pain is intolerable. like omg. kk. thank god there is such thing as PAINKILLERS.

kk gtg now. tmr got people coming my house for mahjong! LOL ;D cheese people!

vivien ;D

EVE OF CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE

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5.27pm

hello everyone! YAY! today is the eve of chinese new year eve! WHEE! ;D ang baos make me excited! WAHAHA. and i guess im in love with mr tan ik ching. he's so cute(: yupp. hmm. went back to wsps today(: saw lots of jnrs. sigh. we're not allowed in though. say what we make a big scene. i guess if they dont let us in, we're making an even larger scene. oppps :X hahah. the indian stall's pizza is still as nice as ever. and i love jeslyn. cos she gave me a whole tray of FERRERO ROCHER. omg. im loving it ;D its just, so creamy and peanut-ty! YEAH. uh huh.

me: eh, you gonna shou3 shui4* anot?
rachel: hahah! i would rather shou2 shui4* luh!
me: LOL!

shou3 shui4 = stay up late at cny eve, will bring parents long life.
shou2 shui4 = sleep soundly.

hahahha. rachel is so cute and funny :D hehehe! kay lah. nothing much to post le. haha! take care people. cos its A NEW YEAR! DONG DONG CHIANG!

GONG XI FA CAI EVERYONE~

VIVIEN :D

Its Valentine's Day

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6.19pm

hi there everybody! olright. my computer is taking a damn long time to type out what i've typed. okay anyway, its not gonna effect my mood. cos' today is the happiest day of my life!

ITS VALENTINES OH YEAH?

time the celebrate people(: and its a day i felt so loved by my friends! well, but of cos', those that are sad, cheer up(: there not much to worry about in life. your problems will take its path as time move on and gradually solved. so the main thing now, is to enjoy life. why waste your time thinking about sad things while there are things to be happy about? uh huh! so today i was in school like super early? hahah cos' daddy fetched me to sch and i reached at 6am. >< color="#009900" size="4">debra! that sexaye thing! then she came and we did our vday gifts, the cards! whee! then, we gave them up when we finished writing. and i distributed M&Ms too ;D ;D hope all of you liked it! ;D cos i love all the presents given to me, not forgetting the cards! ;D and of cos', the wishings(: okay i shall try naming our my presents/cards/wishings before this post gets boring ;D

one colorful lollipop from debra ;D
two ferrero rochers & a note from weyjian ;D
one packet of yupi apple rings, one toy'r'us rose, one milky bar and a note from mingli <3
one packet of yupi cola party from sheena ;D
one packet of yupi neon worms and a note from joan tan (:
one green + white lollipop from jon3h ;D
one green apple fruit plus from lyndon (:
one cadbury chocolate from shermaine ;D
one cadbury chocolate from zoey ((:
one rose from elizabird ;D
one rose and a bouquet of hand-made flowers from weiting <33
one lovely card from rachel <33
one lovely card from teri ;D
two flying kisses from qinhui ;D
two made from straw hearts from vivian (:
and also, LOTSA HUGS AND WISHES!

whoosh. okay. so it was a very memorable vday! cos' past few years, i have never ever celebrated valentine's ;D wheee. hahaha. its definitely a time to show love and concern for everyone. and after sch, rachel and i went to tm, and spent almost all our money on FOOD ;D oh. arent i such a GLUTTON? yeah mans! hahahha! and it was so fun hanging out with rachel lah. being lame and stuff. and in long john's, this guy beside us started looking at this secondary sch girl which already has a bf. then the bf came.

bf: what you looking at?
guy: nothing.
bf: what huh?! see my girl ah?!
guy: no leh.
bf: tell you dont anyhow hor. i am donno what society's kid hoh.
(translated from hokkien)

okay so me and rachel were like, stop cutting our fish and didnt dare look up. LOL. it was scary okay. we were so afraid that bf would come scold us :\ hahahaa. so lamb. okay. and another sad thing. on the way home on bus 29, i saw a car accident. this taxi knocked onto this motor cyclist and he was lying on the floor. super painful. cos he wasnt moving and was clutching onto his knee. sigh ): i bet his loved ones are sad.

anyway, 5 hrs and 8 minutes before vday is over. cherish people! seven eleven, dont be sad. there is always future in both of ya. so ;D cheerup!

vivien<3

THIRD CLASS DRILL ;D

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8.34pm

ooops :D i was online yesterday, but simply too tired to post. yep. this week had been a hectic week. so many tests and everything. okay i shall start with my third class drill and how it went. okay. basically, we had our uniforms checked at first. the no. of times ma'am ask us go toilet, a certain amt of marks will be deducted. and that definitely killed us. first, ma'am checked rachel's. i have no idea but she seemed to take especially long. then she asked her to go toilet to adjust her badges. so she went. then it was my turn. i was told to adjust my name tag. and adjust my skirt. so i went to the toilet. i donno what happened to weiting, yohana and lavinia cos i was at the toilet lah! okay. so it was super scary cos' ma'am was so demanding. :\ sigh. then we went back. and started second round of checking. now ironlines.

ma'am: hmm, here go double ironline ah. next time iron properly. ironline must come down from the crest......

so, it was super scary. everyone was so tensed up lah. okay. then we started with the drills. rachel volunteered first. so she went to report. everyone reported almost the same. let me recall.

me: i, lance corporal, tan min er vivien, reporting for third class drill test. i am ready to take the squad for third class drill practical and theory. permission to carry on, ma'am?

whee! okay so that was it. then rachel taught us sediah. okay it was kind of easy. actually, the more easy it is, the harder it is for you to teach. sigh :\ okay so it went on pretty okay. just that we were all so nervous. then rachel commanded us to do drills. and lalala. then it was lavinia's turn. she taught oh shit. i forgot :\ okay then she commanded us. she was good. she was loud! HEE(: then it was weiting's turn. then she taught us kekernan dulus(sorry if there is spelling mistake) i think. then she did olright too(: then commanded us. and it was my turn. i taught the same as weiting. so yeah. quite olright i guess. but i totally screwed up at the commanding part. cos all my commands land on the wrong leg! sigh :\ i hope i can pass. but overall, most of us did the same amont of mistakes. but i hope we can all pass together(: then reported to end the drill test.

me: i, lance corporal tan min er vivien, has finished taking my third class drill test practical and theory. permission to carry on, ma'am?

yay! so it was over after that. okay then back to today. i went to car cow water(aka niu che shui) with daddy. hahaha! he's so cute right. LOL(: then went to look at some chinese new year stuff. i love all those pig designs! they are so CUTE! ohmyzod(: hahaha. then dad spent over thirty dollars on those decorative stuff. but they are cute olright! hahah!

me: i'm at cow car water!
weiting: for what? drink milk ah?
me: -.-

okay lol! then we went to eat Han's. okay im sorry. but i didnt quite enjoy it. and i think i'm afraid of those baby liondance. omg. they look so scary and sinister. lols. okay i shall stop here. and i had a nightmare yesterday. LOL. it was in the sch toilet. and i saw sadako. okay this is lame. but it was scary olright. okaylah! thanks for reading!

vivien