No more steamboat :(

28102006
9.53pm

some people are just plain stupid?
i mean seriously.
no offence.
but again.
GROWUP?!(:
thanks.
can you just like concentrate on one person?
dont add me into that lovely story of urs?
cos i dont wanna be called a bitch.
if you say something,
show it dude.
dont contradict urself.
cos its uglifying ur own personality(:
CHEERS DUDE.
thanks(:

so yeah.
today was a seriously luckless day.
first.
went over to tm popular to get some sch txtbooks.
and hahaha.
i only got chinese txtbooks and sci.
pls kill me?
cos i went all the way there and i only got that few books.
hahaha.
then got home.
packed my sec one textbooks.
while looking @ the vandalisings on my books..
so much memories.
hahaha.
like me and teri doodling on our books.
and writing stupid things.
like..
ethanol = ethan knows it all?!
LOLS.

hmms.
after that..
arnd evening..
went out for dinner.
went to this place near parkway parade.
steamboat!
i was uber happy?
but when we got there..
nobody served us?
and they just walked pass us like we were invincible?
i mean..
we're here to PAY YOU. friend.
and you ignored us?
hahaha.
not that they are very busy.
they were just clearing plates and blahblah.

and then we decided to eat at kfc instead.
lols.
steamboat becomes kfc.
kind of cool haha.
kfc was nicer i guess(:
cos the steamboat had no bbq-ing..
which is my fav.
(:
then we saw this two women.
whom i believe are sisters.
they were kind of like..
potraying their ugly sides to us?

one of them asked the cleaner where to join kfc chicky club member.
then the cleaner asked them to queue up.
so they got very bu shuang.
but still,
they queued up.
then they became members and took the free bag and magazine.
the free bag was blue at first.
and the lady didnt liked it.
so she changed for an orange one?
after redeeming her bag..
they both went over to another table and started checking on those freebies.
so one of them took out the bag from the packaging..
and started opening and closin the zip.
hahaha.
i mean..
its just a freebie dear.
its not worth anithing(:
then i think something was wrong with the zip.
and she went to exchange for another bag?!
LOLS.

then one of them started checking the magazine.
and daddy was like..
"she's checking if any of the mag's pages are missing"
LOLS.
and my whole family was like looking @ them.
kind of obvious.
hahaha.
yeps.

then got home and here i am.
[:
there are certain things i wish to get off my chests.
please lah friend.
can you make up your mind?
i dont want you to break another heart.
cos it isnt nice.
at all.
you arent hurting her.
but unknowingly..
you will tend to hurt someone else.
yeah.
maybe she is impt.
i mean.
DUH?!
she's ur stead lah.
but again.
dont do things behind her back.
not nice at all.
dont two time.
you will hurt yourself and her.
you have more to learn i suppose.
and i still have more to learn as well.
so dont get yourself into deep shit.
cos i seriously dont wanna get pulled down.
nor tied down.
so make up your mind kays friend?
i know you love her.
so dont hurt her anymore le.
forget abt everything.
love like you've nv been hurt before.
it will do both good(:
many things cant come back.
i guess all humans have to accept that.
maybe some can.
but that needs deep proving.
and its not easy to prove that i guess.
since much has been done.
im sorry if, my friend..
i've hurt you.
thousands of sorry.
and yeps.
"sorry" cant help.
I KNOW.
but thats the most i can do right now.
isnt it?
im not gonna give empty promises to break someone's heart.
nor give someone a false illusion.
let bygones be bygones.
memories are the only things left.
and if possible..
try forgetting them.
cos it will save up more sorrows.
im not gonna be lame and blame you, my friend.
and nt everything is your fault.
also..
im at fault.
so..
here im taking my leave(:
i know you two are gonna make it far.
so pls dont dont dont tie me down.
cos i cant breathe.
my friend..
i dont mean to hurt you on this post.
but again.
i need to get it off my chest.
i've been hurt numberous times as well.
and all people have to learn from that.
fall.
then stand up and continue walking.
this way life is merrier.
and simpler.
no point raking up the past.
and making three people sad eh?
and worst still..
dont ask me to lie to my parents.
i love them loads.
and im glad i didnt lie to them then.
im sorry if i've hurt you that time.
but it was a tough choice for me as well.
i hope you can understand.
so friend.
jiayou(:

hahaha.
okoks.
finally gotten everything off my chest.
AND GUESS WAD?!
im gonna teach tuition!
haha(:
gonna get my first paycheck(:
wooohooo.
tmr jeslyn's meeting me to get some assesment bks for my disciple.
LOLS(:
cheerios people:D

viens*