Back To School.

7th September 2008
10.03pm

Off we go, back to school. Darn.

Damn, just when I realise holidays are here its gone now :( It hasn't been fruitful this term holiday, if I were to examine it in the academic direction. But well done, I feel accomplished in the aspect of ballet since I practically danced my vacation away. I gave in to so much of my temptations that diverted me from studying which I'm feeling darn guilty now.

Open house today. Mum sat in to watch. I felt myself smiling through the exercises since Mum was there & the exam's gonna be a performance afterall. But after the whole lesson Mum told me that I wasn't smiling. Maybe I was feeling that surge of happiness within me & thought it was written over my face but no, I guess I don't write how I feel on my face like how other people are able to do so unknowingly. Somehow I wish I was that kind of person. Then I won't be so difficult to know & understand.

I'm feeling more & more prepared for this Wednesday's exam. Though I still have butterflies flying around my stomach whenever I ponder about my pirouettes section. This reminds me, I gotta get my koyok on before I go to bed. I miss the time I spent entirely on ballet. I wish I can go back & start this holiday over again with more dancing. I dread this feeling of returning to school, facing those banal books that can successfully irk me to death.

Nevermind, I just got enlightened. A lot of people in this world don't have the education they want. So why am I complaining? Bye, I'm off.