10th June 2009
10:53pm
My bad. Nights seem extremely unbearable now, longer than days. Just what do I want? Just one wrong step that seems right at first could plunge us down. Sometimes the mess is amplified simply cos' we can't be bothered to clear things up. Or we don't even know its wrong until we've done it. Now I really don't know what to do but to let the tides wash me along.
I spend the days occupied just so I won't think about stuff. I think I'm doing a great job but when night crawls in its just....so hurting.
None of us really wanted this to happen. So I hope things do look up.
I am still glad that we're friends though. In fact, I really admire your passion for dance :) & Afterall friends are for life!
I am positive that I am still positive.
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if we cherish this friendship, we still have a friend to fall back on during our down times.
maybe you do not agree with me now, but look, as mature young people, can we put our energies into building this friendship than to sulk on ourselves?
why say it's gone when nothing has been physically destroyed?
Is that so?
Its just the feeling of emptiness within, & I hope really time will turn things better.
I don't know if it is the same for you but just whatever we've built up is reduced to nothing much now.
But do know that I am only a phonecall away if you need someone to talk to :)
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