most depressing day ever.

9.3.07
11.46pm

today is the most depressing day of my life. and i ought to study HARDER. i shall spend lesser time online, though now i rarely do come online. and go home early everyday to study. i shall pay attention to class. and make sure i dont doze off. i shall make good use of weekend nights to mug through the night, for common test subjects. i shall spend lesser time on TV SERIALS. and shall pay lesser attention to things which doesnt deserve so much attention. i shall work harder for all common test and do well for SA1.

my life sucks suddenly. i flunked my CA1. not that i didnt study. i did. maybe i should just, study harder. i'd better do well next term. or im disappointing my parents :( shit. im so disappointed in myself. everyone seems to be getting such wonderful percentages.

sigh. good thing finally four of my teeth are extracted. finally i wont DREAD going to the dentist. damn. i hate my life. and the numbness is going away from my gum and i just feel like going to sleep for the rest of my life. omg. damn.