29.02.2008
11.01pm
Happy Leap Day everyone :D & Happy birthday to those born on the 29th February :D I reckon by now everyone should have heard/seen the JI guy. You know what, I think "The Great Escape" by Boys Like Girls suits him the most. He & his great escapade. But whatever it is, its just, AMAZING, how Singapore's high level of security would still breed problems like this, especially for such a crucial person, that's capable of like sinking the entire island.
Even my brother may be called back to search for him D: Haha. Maybe JI has some underhands in the police force, lending him a helping hand outta the place. Corrupted then, I suppose. But anyway, anyone who sees someone that limps on the left foot, look twice.
I told my mother about Jaydon. She wants me to treat him just as a friend. When he's back then I can tell my mother without feeling guilty anymore. At least she won't worry. Its not that bad afterall. So in other words, its just taking a step back.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Chemical Formulas
27.02.2008
4.38pm
Pheet pheet. I've gotten back my English Literature Common Test. 14/25. I've done really below standard this term. Its scary. Its only the start of the year & I'm lagging already D: But then like what Miss Ng said that really encouraged me, its a BIG leap from sec two to sec three so, lets just take it as that & work harder. Haha.
Let us all commit these life-saving chemical formulas to memory.
Carbonate: CO3 2-
Sulphate(IV): SO3 2-
Sulphate(VI): SO4 2-
Hydroxide: OH-
Phosphate: PO4 3-
Ethanoate: CH3COO-
Dichromate: Cr2O7 2-
Nitrate(III): No2 2-
Nitrate(V): No3 2-
Maganate: MnO4-
Its a painstaking process but lets accept the fact, we have to do it.
Word Verification: DVRLT (Does Vivien really love talking?)
4.38pm
Pheet pheet. I've gotten back my English Literature Common Test. 14/25. I've done really below standard this term. Its scary. Its only the start of the year & I'm lagging already D: But then like what Miss Ng said that really encouraged me, its a BIG leap from sec two to sec three so, lets just take it as that & work harder. Haha.
Let us all commit these life-saving chemical formulas to memory.
Carbonate: CO3 2-
Sulphate(IV): SO3 2-
Sulphate(VI): SO4 2-
Hydroxide: OH-
Phosphate: PO4 3-
Ethanoate: CH3COO-
Dichromate: Cr2O7 2-
Nitrate(III): No2 2-
Nitrate(V): No3 2-
Maganate: MnO4-
Its a painstaking process but lets accept the fact, we have to do it.
Word Verification: DVRLT (Does Vivien really love talking?)
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
there's more to it being just it
26.02.2008
7.52pm
Sigh, I'm here for yet another bad news. I think blogs are just great avenues for you to confide all your deepest thoughts & feelings, well maybe not so deep but even so, its good that I can speak to the blog & it doesn't say anything back, so I can feel at least a little better.
So, everything went on pretty satisfying today. I loved the day actually. Cos' I'm beginning to enjoy lessons, like or should I say, engage myself into lessons. Like Miss Khoo's SS lessons. Today's one was on Singapore's population growth. I think its so amazing, the way Miss Khoo puts things. & Like its so plaudible, everything she says.
I think the Social Enterprise day will be better tomorrow, cos' we're gonna be selling cereals as well. Chewy's got the Cookie Crisps, Weiting's got the KoKo Krunch, Peiying's got the Fruit Loops, & I've got the Honey Stars & I hope they turn out to be a perfect combination. Miss Hafizah has obviously put in alot of effort, perhaps even more than us D:
HERE'S SOMETHING FOR CHEWSHIAN:
Jaydon's in hospital again. I think he's having a hard time coping with his headache, & the doctors are trying to cure it by letting some electrical impulses pass his head. He says it hurts alot. I think it hurts more than just alot. So much that I'm afraid he won't be able to take it. He says he doesn't want to know what's going on with him, but just subdue himself to whatever treatment it has to come with. I think its draining him out bit by bit. The medicines, their side effects that comes along with it. He doesn't want to to get injected. He says it hurts too much. But its the only way the medicine can work. Very much at times I feel redundant & helpless, I can't do anything.
I hope he knows that he has to endure. He's gone so far already, but its too early to give up. & No one will do the same to him. He can't lose to himself in the end. That'd be disappointing all of us. How true it is, when they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder.
7.52pm
Sigh, I'm here for yet another bad news. I think blogs are just great avenues for you to confide all your deepest thoughts & feelings, well maybe not so deep but even so, its good that I can speak to the blog & it doesn't say anything back, so I can feel at least a little better.
So, everything went on pretty satisfying today. I loved the day actually. Cos' I'm beginning to enjoy lessons, like or should I say, engage myself into lessons. Like Miss Khoo's SS lessons. Today's one was on Singapore's population growth. I think its so amazing, the way Miss Khoo puts things. & Like its so plaudible, everything she says.
I think the Social Enterprise day will be better tomorrow, cos' we're gonna be selling cereals as well. Chewy's got the Cookie Crisps, Weiting's got the KoKo Krunch, Peiying's got the Fruit Loops, & I've got the Honey Stars & I hope they turn out to be a perfect combination. Miss Hafizah has obviously put in alot of effort, perhaps even more than us D:
Jaydon's in hospital again. I think he's having a hard time coping with his headache, & the doctors are trying to cure it by letting some electrical impulses pass his head. He says it hurts alot. I think it hurts more than just alot. So much that I'm afraid he won't be able to take it. He says he doesn't want to know what's going on with him, but just subdue himself to whatever treatment it has to come with. I think its draining him out bit by bit. The medicines, their side effects that comes along with it. He doesn't want to to get injected. He says it hurts too much. But its the only way the medicine can work. Very much at times I feel redundant & helpless, I can't do anything.
I hope he knows that he has to endure. He's gone so far already, but its too early to give up. & No one will do the same to him. He can't lose to himself in the end. That'd be disappointing all of us. How true it is, when they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
pictures :D
24.02.2008
10.24pm
Okay, there's sch tomorrow D: Two tests. & I can't be bothered to post so its just photos today :D
Chenning & I :D
Me :D
Checked out terminal three today, with Jeslyn. Its great :D Haha. & We went to White Sands to study, for like 5 minutes? Haha.
Word Verification: DOEZWY (Did only easy zebra worksheets yesterday.)
10.24pm
Okay, there's sch tomorrow D: Two tests. & I can't be bothered to post so its just photos today :D
Chenning & I :D
Me :D
Checked out terminal three today, with Jeslyn. Its great :D Haha. & We went to White Sands to study, for like 5 minutes? Haha.
Word Verification: DOEZWY (Did only easy zebra worksheets yesterday.)
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Wind it up :D
23.02.2008
9.17pm
Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
LET'S SAY IT TOGETHER: GREAT SONG
Jaydon sent it to me, but I don't think he was sending me the words ;D
He wanted me to post how great he is. So here it is, you're greaaaaat :D
Mom & Dad brought me to Ikea for dinner today. I know that they have a thing about people poaching salmon & like they are endangering or something. Okay, so I felt terribly bad like devouring one entire plus-size splatter of poached salmon :X I'm sorry. I promise I'll put in all my soul & spirit to resist myself from the mouth-watering delicious sumptious salmon :D
I think Ikea has the nicest interior/exterior design as compared to Giant or Courts. But I think what they all are at the same platform is their super super frigid temperature. Mom & I almost froze to death there.
Poor thing, Mom. She's having some kind of eye infection. I guess it isn't contagious cos' she still stares/glares at me. Ellie just recovered from eye infection too :D Sigh, its going around!
Somehow I'm looking forward to everyday. Oh yes, I remember a sentence I read from the storybook I borrowed from the school library. It goes like "Leaving, afterall, is not the same as being left". How true, aye. I agree so, cos' I think it feels different leaving someone. Okay but enough crapshit about that, cos' I don't think I'll leave anybody so soon :D
9.17pm
Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
LET'S SAY IT TOGETHER: GREAT SONG
Jaydon sent it to me, but I don't think he was sending me the words ;D
He wanted me to post how great he is. So here it is, you're greaaaaat :D
Mom & Dad brought me to Ikea for dinner today. I know that they have a thing about people poaching salmon & like they are endangering or something. Okay, so I felt terribly bad like devouring one entire plus-size splatter of poached salmon :X I'm sorry. I promise I'll put in all my soul & spirit to resist myself from the mouth-watering delicious sumptious salmon :D
I think Ikea has the nicest interior/exterior design as compared to Giant or Courts. But I think what they all are at the same platform is their super super frigid temperature. Mom & I almost froze to death there.
Poor thing, Mom. She's having some kind of eye infection. I guess it isn't contagious cos' she still stares/glares at me. Ellie just recovered from eye infection too :D Sigh, its going around!
Somehow I'm looking forward to everyday. Oh yes, I remember a sentence I read from the storybook I borrowed from the school library. It goes like "Leaving, afterall, is not the same as being left". How true, aye. I agree so, cos' I think it feels different leaving someone. Okay but enough crapshit about that, cos' I don't think I'll leave anybody so soon :D
Friday, February 22, 2008
Sloth-Attack
22.02.2008
11.35pm
After a good two days rest at home, I felt extremely energetic & refreshed for school today :D Like Scout, she was curious & excited for her first day of school. But I was thinking about the workload I'm about to handle at the back of my head, & I couldn't sleep properly last night. Weiting showed me the list of homeworks, & I was terribly taken aback. But thank goodness I got 5 out of the 6 done during NPDP, cos' I had an MC & I could just watch them drill.
Mrs Lim embarked on her new topic of Logarithm (say lor-gay-rhythm). It looked tediously complicated initially, then like what Wanling told me, once you get the gist of it, everything should be smooth & easy. So therefore I'm gonna practice & practice. I wonder if all these conscientious efforts are all gonna be put off in the end.
Hazel was stucked with her D&T idea therefore, RachelY, Eunice & I were working every single nerve in our brains to input something into her problem. It didn't work. How do we get DUST off feathery broom sticks? The first bright idea that shot me was, simply get a new broomstick. Find Harry Potter & his Quidditch game? I guess I'm not that helpful afterall.
Tomorrow's Saturday, I shall rename it Mugerday :D Haha, I shall just study. Catch up with my work ;D You know, I was waiting for bus 17 today at Bedok Interchange. I seriously think SBS is the abbrieviation of "Slow Bus Service". Frequency's extremely low for some buses while some can be really high that comes like once every five minute. It'd be faster if I've taken the MRT.
Word Verification: OUHQOL (Oh, Cool!)
11.35pm
After a good two days rest at home, I felt extremely energetic & refreshed for school today :D Like Scout, she was curious & excited for her first day of school. But I was thinking about the workload I'm about to handle at the back of my head, & I couldn't sleep properly last night. Weiting showed me the list of homeworks, & I was terribly taken aback. But thank goodness I got 5 out of the 6 done during NPDP, cos' I had an MC & I could just watch them drill.
Mrs Lim embarked on her new topic of Logarithm (say lor-gay-rhythm). It looked tediously complicated initially, then like what Wanling told me, once you get the gist of it, everything should be smooth & easy. So therefore I'm gonna practice & practice. I wonder if all these conscientious efforts are all gonna be put off in the end.
Hazel was stucked with her D&T idea therefore, RachelY, Eunice & I were working every single nerve in our brains to input something into her problem. It didn't work. How do we get DUST off feathery broom sticks? The first bright idea that shot me was, simply get a new broomstick. Find Harry Potter & his Quidditch game? I guess I'm not that helpful afterall.
Tomorrow's Saturday, I shall rename it Mugerday :D Haha, I shall just study. Catch up with my work ;D You know, I was waiting for bus 17 today at Bedok Interchange. I seriously think SBS is the abbrieviation of "Slow Bus Service". Frequency's extremely low for some buses while some can be really high that comes like once every five minute. It'd be faster if I've taken the MRT.
Word Verification: OUHQOL (Oh, Cool!)
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I Am So Patriotic :D
21.02.2008
2.59pm
I tell you I'm patriotic. I've searched high & low through the internet to get some informations on National Education, & I'm proud to present the 6 jaw-dropping NE messages of Singapore. Close your mouth.
1. Singapore our homeland; this is where we belong.
2. We must preserve racial & religious harmony.
3. We must uphold meritocracy and incorruptibility.
4. No one owes Singapore a living.
5. We must ourselves defend Singapore.
6. We have confidence in our future.
Let's all keep those messages in mind & uphold every one of them. Let's be good kiasu citizens :D
YAY, I DON'T GET A SINGLE CRAPSHIT OF PHYSICS! :D
2.59pm
I tell you I'm patriotic. I've searched high & low through the internet to get some informations on National Education, & I'm proud to present the 6 jaw-dropping NE messages of Singapore. Close your mouth.
1. Singapore our homeland; this is where we belong.
2. We must preserve racial & religious harmony.
3. We must uphold meritocracy and incorruptibility.
4. No one owes Singapore a living.
5. We must ourselves defend Singapore.
6. We have confidence in our future.
Let's all keep those messages in mind & uphold every one of them. Let's be good kiasu citizens :D
YAY, I DON'T GET A SINGLE CRAPSHIT OF PHYSICS! :D
random neoprints
21.02.2008
12.35pm
Okay, I didn't go to school today. Again. I'm still feeling a little breathless. I'm gonna skip both ELit Commont Test & HCL test. Does anybody know if they'll be a retest or anything?
Anyway, I'm trying out my scanner. Scanned in some neoprints!
Taken on CNY eve:
Taken I forgot when :P :
Taken on the day we did our survey & earned 60 quick bucks! :
Taken I forgotten when too :D :
Don't ask when:
Yay, I'm eating bahchormee :D
Word Verification: MQFLRP (Mingli queued for little roasted peanuts.)
12.35pm
Okay, I didn't go to school today. Again. I'm still feeling a little breathless. I'm gonna skip both ELit Commont Test & HCL test. Does anybody know if they'll be a retest or anything?
Anyway, I'm trying out my scanner. Scanned in some neoprints!
Yay, I'm eating bahchormee :D
Word Verification: MQFLRP (Mingli queued for little roasted peanuts.)
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Time Out
20.02.2008
11.01am
First & for most,
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY MINGLI :D
Was crapping with her till 11.30pm last night. She's so crazy :D Cos' its her big day :D & I'm stuck at home. I'm down with flu, cough & a little bit of wheezing which may in turn lead to a great fat asthma attack. Life's taking its toll on me, & I've gotta stand up to face it. I'm gonna take my medicine on time, punctually & observe enough sleeeep :D Yeah, I lack of that.
Alright, so what's the big deal? Kevin's not in class too D: LOL, alright, I shall go rest well now. Take care people. I'll be back in school soon, maybe on Friday. Cos' I can't skip parade :(
Word Verification: CUJPI (Choose undergarment, Jaydon pinked it.)
11.01am
First & for most,
Was crapping with her till 11.30pm last night. She's so crazy :D Cos' its her big day :D & I'm stuck at home. I'm down with flu, cough & a little bit of wheezing which may in turn lead to a great fat asthma attack. Life's taking its toll on me, & I've gotta stand up to face it. I'm gonna take my medicine on time, punctually & observe enough sleeeep :D Yeah, I lack of that.
Alright, so what's the big deal? Kevin's not in class too D: LOL, alright, I shall go rest well now. Take care people. I'll be back in school soon, maybe on Friday. Cos' I can't skip parade :(
Word Verification: CUJPI (Choose undergarment, Jaydon pinked it.)
quiztime
19.02.2008
8.15pm
What can I say, today's just eventless. Nothing much to post about. I'm waiting for Jaydon to come online. Hopefully he's fine then. I'm gonna do a quiz in the meantime :D
QUIZ TIME :D
1. How old will you be in five years?
I'll be 20 years old.
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My classmates.
3. How much do you weigh?
43kg but I think it went up after CNY.
4. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
My birthday, March holidays!
5. What's the last movie you watched?
Kungfu Dunk!
6. Who was the last person you dream of?
I don't dream everytime. I wish I will.
7. Who was the last person who talked on the phone with you?
Jeslyn, she's coming to get her adapter.
8. What was the last text message you received?
Weiting - "Yup yup, more on character, then have to know some themes, yup."
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Ellie :D
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text.
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Concussing.
12. What is your current mood?
Empty.
12. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Yesterday.
14. What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown.
15. What time did you wake up today?
6.00am, for school.
16. What are you wearing right now?
Kinderland shirt + FBTs.
17. Do you find love or wait for it?
Wait if its worth, leave it if its not.
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Home.
19. Where is your least favorite place?
Tuition centre. Oh god.
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere now?
Australia, Sydney.
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10years?
Rearing animals in my farm in New Zealand. LOL.
22. Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
Paris Hilton, I like square faces :D
23. What do you fear the most?
MJY, sucks.
25. Who was the last person to send you a message?
WeiTing.
26. How big is your house?
Terrace.
27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.
28. What colour are your bedsheets?
Lol, there's alot of colour.
29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.
30. What was the last thing you ate?
Sotongball.
31. Are u bored right now?
I guess, I have nothing better to do.
32. What do you wish to do?
Sleep.
33. College or university?
Univerisity.
34. Quiz or midterm?
Quiz!
35. Gold or Silver?
Silver.
36. Does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
Yeah.
37. Opposite-sex that attracts you the most by looks or special qualities?
None, feelings.
38. Listening to any songs now?
Do You Know by Enrique Iglesias, PINGPONGSONG :D
39. How long ago did you kiss someone?
I can't rmbr.
40. Do u have a boyf/girlf?
Yeah.
41. Hugs or kisses?
Both :D
42. Do you smoke a lot?
Yah, like ten packets a day.
43. Do you know your blood type?
AB+
44. Do you dance?
Yup.
45. Do you take daily medications?
Nope.
46. Have you ever drank alcohol?
Yeah.
47. What song is your ringtone?
The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice.
48. Do you hang on the phone for a long time?
Super.
49. Do you own a gun?
No but I like air rifle :D
50. Do you get nervous?
Yeah, most of the time.
51. Who do you want to do this quiz?
Anyone who wishes to try it out :D
Please let those who have fallen recover.
8.15pm
What can I say, today's just eventless. Nothing much to post about. I'm waiting for Jaydon to come online. Hopefully he's fine then. I'm gonna do a quiz in the meantime :D
QUIZ TIME :D
1. How old will you be in five years?
I'll be 20 years old.
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My classmates.
3. How much do you weigh?
43kg but I think it went up after CNY.
4. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
My birthday, March holidays!
5. What's the last movie you watched?
Kungfu Dunk!
6. Who was the last person you dream of?
I don't dream everytime. I wish I will.
7. Who was the last person who talked on the phone with you?
Jeslyn, she's coming to get her adapter.
8. What was the last text message you received?
Weiting - "Yup yup, more on character, then have to know some themes, yup."
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Ellie :D
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text.
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Concussing.
12. What is your current mood?
Empty.
12. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Yesterday.
14. What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown.
15. What time did you wake up today?
6.00am, for school.
16. What are you wearing right now?
Kinderland shirt + FBTs.
17. Do you find love or wait for it?
Wait if its worth, leave it if its not.
18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Home.
19. Where is your least favorite place?
Tuition centre. Oh god.
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere now?
Australia, Sydney.
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10years?
Rearing animals in my farm in New Zealand. LOL.
22. Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?
Paris Hilton, I like square faces :D
23. What do you fear the most?
MJY, sucks.
25. Who was the last person to send you a message?
WeiTing.
26. How big is your house?
Terrace.
27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.
28. What colour are your bedsheets?
Lol, there's alot of colour.
29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.
30. What was the last thing you ate?
Sotongball.
31. Are u bored right now?
I guess, I have nothing better to do.
32. What do you wish to do?
Sleep.
33. College or university?
Univerisity.
34. Quiz or midterm?
Quiz!
35. Gold or Silver?
Silver.
36. Does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
Yeah.
37. Opposite-sex that attracts you the most by looks or special qualities?
None, feelings.
38. Listening to any songs now?
Do You Know by Enrique Iglesias, PINGPONGSONG :D
39. How long ago did you kiss someone?
I can't rmbr.
40. Do u have a boyf/girlf?
Yeah.
41. Hugs or kisses?
Both :D
42. Do you smoke a lot?
Yah, like ten packets a day.
43. Do you know your blood type?
AB+
44. Do you dance?
Yup.
45. Do you take daily medications?
Nope.
46. Have you ever drank alcohol?
Yeah.
47. What song is your ringtone?
The Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice.
48. Do you hang on the phone for a long time?
Super.
49. Do you own a gun?
No but I like air rifle :D
50. Do you get nervous?
Yeah, most of the time.
51. Who do you want to do this quiz?
Anyone who wishes to try it out :D
Please let those who have fallen recover.
Monday, February 18, 2008
TheBlower'sDaughter - Damien Rice
18.02.2008
10.33pm
The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
10.33pm
The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
witheredtoday
18.02.2008
9.04pm
Jaydon doesn't recognize me anymore online. He's just tired from all the injections & medicines & side-effects. I know it hurts him a million times more than what it is to me. Everything was fine last night, we were still talking till 3am. I don't know what happened. I wish I'm at Australia now. Then he can give me some of his agony. & We can share them together. He wouldn't have to keep it all to himself.
(Jaydon.L) Where are you? says:
why didnt you tell them to take away all those needles?
can I?
9.04pm
Jaydon doesn't recognize me anymore online. He's just tired from all the injections & medicines & side-effects. I know it hurts him a million times more than what it is to me. Everything was fine last night, we were still talking till 3am. I don't know what happened. I wish I'm at Australia now. Then he can give me some of his agony. & We can share them together. He wouldn't have to keep it all to himself.
(Jaydon.L) Where are you? says:
why didnt you tell them to take away all those needles?
can I?
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Hero - Enrique Iglesias
Hero - Enrique Iglesias
Let me be your hero
Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Would you swear,
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care,
You're here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
I can be your hero.
ARCS 2008 & Np reunion dinner
16.02.2008
11.34pm
Dead beat. I'm tired. Gosh, had a superbly long day today. I shall start from scratch. Got up at 7 o'clock sharp & headed for the bus-stop. Boarded the bus then realised that I forgot to remember my slippers. Alighted & took a cab back home to claim it then zoomed towards Tampines Mall. Had a loooong MRT ride to Outram Park & Weiting boarded the MRT. Alighted at Bukit Gombak & walked the strenous path to HomeTeam NS.
Waited for the rest of the team to come. Registered & there's this weird thing about my CCA. Everytime they submit my name for any events in particular, its Pan Min Er, not Tan. Call that troublesome, I have to strike the "P" off & replace it with a thick & bold "T". Bahhh.
I took lane 14.
Got all jittery watching the other details shoot. I was in the third detail. Tried calming my nerves with the sweets/snacks thoughtful Weiting brought for all the participants. Its really sweet of her :D When it was finally my turn I had to stop so many times while trying to aim for the target. Stressful's the word. I kept making myself think that its just a normal practice shoot or something. I guess it helped a little & I scored 95.
After the competition, all of us went over to our favourite & weekly routine of Thai Takeaway at Bukit Gombak MRT. I couldn't really feast on the food I bought cos' I tightened my braces & it hurts a mouthful. LOL. We took MRT down to Lot 1 afterwhich. RachelY, Weiting & I went to mug at the library. Got chased away by the auntie there. I suppose they should provide us with more tables. So it can be more conducive.
After that the three of us went to IMM & that's where the fun begins. We were bubbling with excitement cos' we were looking forward to doing some shopping(window). Searched high & low for the old IMM building entrance, & we somehow scurried to some office building. It was cool though, it was really deserted so we started to camwhore :D But screw it, my camera ran out of battery so we gotta scram. So we travelled down to Vivocity after that. So that concludes three malls for the day :D Took some pics in Vivo too :D I think the pool area's a splendid place.
Camwhoring :D
We hate the wind.
We got really emo listening to the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias. Its a great song, the lyrics, though its not exactly new or anything.
After that we hopped on to Boon Keng to meet up with other NPCC cadets to have our reunion dinner. The dinner was just filled to the brim with laughter. We were laughing at practically everything, the humps, the prawns(prawnsuck), the fishballs/meatballs/sotongballs/everything-together-ball, Leona's orange pill stuck in the nose incident(hilarious like some shit). My stomach's churning right now. I think I'm gonna puke. Too much food, cooked & uncooked. But it was funnnn :D
Word verification for the day: YTJUQA (Yes, today just unanswered questions altogether.)
11.34pm
Dead beat. I'm tired. Gosh, had a superbly long day today. I shall start from scratch. Got up at 7 o'clock sharp & headed for the bus-stop. Boarded the bus then realised that I forgot to remember my slippers. Alighted & took a cab back home to claim it then zoomed towards Tampines Mall. Had a loooong MRT ride to Outram Park & Weiting boarded the MRT. Alighted at Bukit Gombak & walked the strenous path to HomeTeam NS.
Waited for the rest of the team to come. Registered & there's this weird thing about my CCA. Everytime they submit my name for any events in particular, its Pan Min Er, not Tan. Call that troublesome, I have to strike the "P" off & replace it with a thick & bold "T". Bahhh.
I took lane 14.
Got all jittery watching the other details shoot. I was in the third detail. Tried calming my nerves with the sweets/snacks thoughtful Weiting brought for all the participants. Its really sweet of her :D When it was finally my turn I had to stop so many times while trying to aim for the target. Stressful's the word. I kept making myself think that its just a normal practice shoot or something. I guess it helped a little & I scored 95.
After the competition, all of us went over to our favourite & weekly routine of Thai Takeaway at Bukit Gombak MRT. I couldn't really feast on the food I bought cos' I tightened my braces & it hurts a mouthful. LOL. We took MRT down to Lot 1 afterwhich. RachelY, Weiting & I went to mug at the library. Got chased away by the auntie there. I suppose they should provide us with more tables. So it can be more conducive.
After that the three of us went to IMM & that's where the fun begins. We were bubbling with excitement cos' we were looking forward to doing some shopping(window). Searched high & low for the old IMM building entrance, & we somehow scurried to some office building. It was cool though, it was really deserted so we started to camwhore :D But screw it, my camera ran out of battery so we gotta scram. So we travelled down to Vivocity after that. So that concludes three malls for the day :D Took some pics in Vivo too :D I think the pool area's a splendid place.
Camwhoring :D
We hate the wind.
We got really emo listening to the song "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias. Its a great song, the lyrics, though its not exactly new or anything.
After that we hopped on to Boon Keng to meet up with other NPCC cadets to have our reunion dinner. The dinner was just filled to the brim with laughter. We were laughing at practically everything, the humps, the prawns(prawnsuck), the fishballs/meatballs/sotongballs/everything-together-ball, Leona's orange pill stuck in the nose incident(hilarious like some shit). My stomach's churning right now. I think I'm gonna puke. Too much food, cooked & uncooked. But it was funnnn :D
Word verification for the day: YTJUQA (Yes, today just unanswered questions altogether.)
Thursday, February 14, 2008
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
14.02.2008♥
5.28pm
The truth is,
That when I love you,
I love you
Simply because I found you
Once for all;
I knew to my sorrow,
Often and often,
If not always,
That I love you
Against reason,
Against promise,
Against peace,
Against hope,
Against happiness,
Against all discouragement
That could be.
Once for all;
I love you
None the less,
Because I knew it.
And neither
Did it restrain me,
Than if
I had believed
I would write your name
in blood
A thousand times
On every petal of a rose.
I would shed tears,
A thousand tears,
To wash you,
Cleanse you,
From all your sorrow, fears.
I would cover you,
With a thousand
Kisses.
Protect you,
From life's
Painful reminisces.
I remember closing my eyes
Each night.
Remember feeling content, complete.
Like nothing could be more right.
Weiting & Me, during our cookie-baking :D
Its Vday♥ today :D & I it was really great. Though I didn't really celebrated it, infact, MJY ruined the entire spirit of the day. But everything was still good, everyone was spreading love & all smiles :) Its really comforting to see everyone like that, especially my favourite acquaintances. Its really sweet & everything.
Lunched with Ellie. We love pink lippy & orange orange :D I think everyday should be Vday :D
This guy's like great. His friend too :)
Word Verification: tkvmzdk (Toad kissed Vivien madly zigzaging Donald's kite)
5.28pm
The truth is,
That when I love you,
I love you
Simply because I found you
Once for all;
I knew to my sorrow,
Often and often,
If not always,
That I love you
Against reason,
Against promise,
Against peace,
Against hope,
Against happiness,
Against all discouragement
That could be.
Once for all;
I love you
None the less,
Because I knew it.
And neither
Did it restrain me,
Than if
I had believed
I would write your name
in blood
A thousand times
On every petal of a rose.
I would shed tears,
A thousand tears,
To wash you,
Cleanse you,
From all your sorrow, fears.
I would cover you,
With a thousand
Kisses.
Protect you,
From life's
Painful reminisces.
I remember closing my eyes
Each night.
Remember feeling content, complete.
Like nothing could be more right.
Weiting & Me, during our cookie-baking :D
Its Vday♥ today :D & I it was really great. Though I didn't really celebrated it, infact, MJY ruined the entire spirit of the day. But everything was still good, everyone was spreading love & all smiles :) Its really comforting to see everyone like that, especially my favourite acquaintances. Its really sweet & everything.
Lunched with Ellie. We love pink lippy & orange orange :D I think everyday should be Vday :D
This guy's like great. His friend too :)
Word Verification: tkvmzdk (Toad kissed Vivien madly zigzaging Donald's kite)
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
countdown to vday ♥
13.02.2008
9.49pm
Its like one more day to Vday & I'm so so so extrememly excited. I'm bubbling with sooo much love to SPREAD out to the entire planet ;D Its already Valentine's in Australia, they're so much faster.
So, went to my aunt's house with Weiting yesterday to prepare some really tempting delicacies for our friends for Vday :D So here's like the process of baking! We are pattiseures.
We had to put them nicely on the tray to be baked in the oven! (This tray of cookies came out really fat, like some quilt patch-work :D Can say it was a failure, so we ended up choking ourselves fat with it!)
And, here's the final product :D
So it was pretty much a mess originally. But we started to get the hang of it so we got quite alot of sucessful ones in the end :D I really love my aunt to bits and pieces.
Everyone its time to spread some love tomorrow :DD
Word verification: ryxch (Rachel Yong X-ed cooking honey)
9.49pm
Its like one more day to Vday & I'm so so so extrememly excited. I'm bubbling with sooo much love to SPREAD out to the entire planet ;D Its already Valentine's in Australia, they're so much faster.
So, went to my aunt's house with Weiting yesterday to prepare some really tempting delicacies for our friends for Vday :D So here's like the process of baking! We are pattiseures.
We had to put them nicely on the tray to be baked in the oven! (This tray of cookies came out really fat, like some quilt patch-work :D Can say it was a failure, so we ended up choking ourselves fat with it!)
And, here's the final product :D
So it was pretty much a mess originally. But we started to get the hang of it so we got quite alot of sucessful ones in the end :D I really love my aunt to bits and pieces.
Everyone its time to spread some love tomorrow :DD
Word verification: ryxch (Rachel Yong X-ed cooking honey)
Monday, February 11, 2008
I'm overjoyed!
11.02.2008
9.25pm
Oh man, my post now can't have colourful fonts anymore. The toolbar seemed to have disappear :D Today's the best day ever. Jaydon's regained conscious & he can talk now. He didn't give up :) He didn't let us down :) Its the best thing ever.
At least I know he's fine now. What a relief. Its like 如释重负. Lol, not bad, I benefit from revising HCL :D Yay. Okay I have nothing much to talk about today. Just tomorrow could be fun :D Cos' Weiting & I have got something up! :D
9.25pm
Oh man, my post now can't have colourful fonts anymore. The toolbar seemed to have disappear :D Today's the best day ever. Jaydon's regained conscious & he can talk now. He didn't give up :) He didn't let us down :) Its the best thing ever.
At least I know he's fine now. What a relief. Its like 如释重负. Lol, not bad, I benefit from revising HCL :D Yay. Okay I have nothing much to talk about today. Just tomorrow could be fun :D Cos' Weiting & I have got something up! :D
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Its not over.
10.02.2008
9.40pm
Sigh, if Jaydon could hear this it'd be great.
Everyone's waiting, holding on for him to recover. His fever just hit 40 degrees celcius again. One moment he's like fine with controlled temperature then it fluctuates up & down & everywhere. Its so painful. He gets injected whenever the fever revisits.
He's been holding on for so long already, more than a week of fever. I'm sure he won't give up that easily. Cos' we won't on him. Life can be damn super unreasonable at times. How can this kind of pain ever be inflicted upon someone so kind, thoughtful and caring. I remember Alicia's nickname. It goes like we can't blame life for being unfair when even our own fingers are off different length. How true.
Vday's coming. I hope he'll feel better by then. Everyone will feel better too.
9.40pm
Sigh, if Jaydon could hear this it'd be great.
Everyone's waiting, holding on for him to recover. His fever just hit 40 degrees celcius again. One moment he's like fine with controlled temperature then it fluctuates up & down & everywhere. Its so painful. He gets injected whenever the fever revisits.
He's been holding on for so long already, more than a week of fever. I'm sure he won't give up that easily. Cos' we won't on him. Life can be damn super unreasonable at times. How can this kind of pain ever be inflicted upon someone so kind, thoughtful and caring. I remember Alicia's nickname. It goes like we can't blame life for being unfair when even our own fingers are off different length. How true.
Vday's coming. I hope he'll feel better by then. Everyone will feel better too.
Kungfu Dunk!
10.02.2008
8.25pm
周大侠 - 周杰伦
Went to watch Kungfu Dunk yesterday with my parents, brother & Flora. Lewis said he saw me outside G2000, but I seriously didn't notice :\ Sorry! Anyway, I really love the surprising appearance of Jackie Wu at the beginning of the movie. It was so hilarious. Nobody in my family recognized him except me. I heard his voice & I knew it was him. His exit from the entire movie was totally LOL too. I really enjoyed the movie :D It was good. I would advice you to watch :D :D Oh yes, & I think capcom streetfighter arcade game's good. Worth the $$.
Anyway, my house transformed from a tranquil & conducive environment to a gambling den today. LOL. But for goodness sake, I've stopped gambling so it was merely taking curious glances at the gamblers :D You know, all of them say mahjong can be picked up by looking at long hours at them gamble. But I guess I'm retarding or something, I can't get it :D
I'm really proud of myself to have finished my HCL revision :D It was crap, I spent 3 pathetic hours trying to absorb. Whatever ;D I didn't study the whole of today :D Yay. School's back tomorrow. I'm eager to get back to school :D Yay.
8.25pm
周大侠 - 周杰伦
Went to watch Kungfu Dunk yesterday with my parents, brother & Flora. Lewis said he saw me outside G2000, but I seriously didn't notice :\ Sorry! Anyway, I really love the surprising appearance of Jackie Wu at the beginning of the movie. It was so hilarious. Nobody in my family recognized him except me. I heard his voice & I knew it was him. His exit from the entire movie was totally LOL too. I really enjoyed the movie :D It was good. I would advice you to watch :D :D Oh yes, & I think capcom streetfighter arcade game's good. Worth the $$.
Anyway, my house transformed from a tranquil & conducive environment to a gambling den today. LOL. But for goodness sake, I've stopped gambling so it was merely taking curious glances at the gamblers :D You know, all of them say mahjong can be picked up by looking at long hours at them gamble. But I guess I'm retarding or something, I can't get it :D
I'm really proud of myself to have finished my HCL revision :D It was crap, I spent 3 pathetic hours trying to absorb. Whatever ;D I didn't study the whole of today :D Yay. School's back tomorrow. I'm eager to get back to school :D Yay.
Friday, February 08, 2008
Cancer
09.02.2008
1.23pm
Cancer - My Chemical Romance
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know,
That if you say, (If you say)
Good-bye today, (Good-bye today)
I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Cried like some shit as I heard that song. Cancer might have found its way to Jaydon. It could be the worst thing ever that happened in my life.
So let's see. I've completed most of my CNY homework, & I'm over the moon cos' of that :D
1. Geography Mindmap done!
2. Mountain high of E-Maths sums done!
3. Chemistry Revision done!
4. HCL Revision halfway!
1.23pm
Cancer - My Chemical Romance
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know,
That if you say, (If you say)
Good-bye today, (Good-bye today)
I'd ask you to be true (I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.
Cried like some shit as I heard that song. Cancer might have found its way to Jaydon. It could be the worst thing ever that happened in my life.
So let's see. I've completed most of my CNY homework, & I'm over the moon cos' of that :D
1. Geography Mindmap done!
2. Mountain high of E-Maths sums done!
3. Chemistry Revision done!
4. HCL Revision halfway!
Morning Call :D
09.02.2008
2.41am
Check the time out :O I can't get to sleep anyway. So here's a quiz thing :)
Confess that in 2007 I:
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) madeout in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had a stalker -..-
( ) mooned someone
(-) went over the minutes/txting on your cell phone
(-) had/have a good relationship with someone
(-) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
( ) done something you've regretted
(-/) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe
SCHOOL:
( ) took an honors/advanced class
(-) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(-) met one teacher you really like
(-) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(-) skipped school
( ) did something you were proud of
(-) discovered a new talent
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(-) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER:
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a 'poem'
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(-) listened to music you couldn't stand
(-) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(-) laughed till you cried
( ) flirted shamelessly
(-) visited a foreign country
(-) budged in a line of waiting people
(-) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
(-) prank called someone
RANDOM
1. How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry this year? Two.
2. Have you ever broken the law? Yes :P
3. Ever kissed a smoker? Urgh, no.
4. Is it really like licking an ashtray?
5. What color shirt are you wearing right now? Blue :)
6. What's the weather like? Breezy, cos' of the fan :D
7. Can you see your phone? Nope, its getting charged in the room.
8. Do you have any pets? Nope.
9. What are you listening to right now? Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
10. What's your eye color? Dark brown.
11. Have you ever been called a bitch? Yes :D
13. Over the summer were you tan? Nope.
14. What are you doing? Doing this quiz :D
15. What did you do yesterday? All I can remember is CARDS :D
16. How many times have you seen your favorite movie? Like twice or something.
17. What holiday do you most enjoy? December one :D
18. Which one of your siblings do you look like? I only have a brother. & I don't wanna look like him D:
ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. What is the relationship between you and the last person you texted? Gerald, good friend :)
2. What is wrong with you right now? Everything.
3. Do you miss your first love? Yeah, but I don't want it back.
4. When did you last cry? Yesterday night or something.
5. Who do you hate? What the shit?
6. What do you want in your life right now? Jaydon to get better.
7. Are you happy? Not really :\
9. What do you smell like? I just finished bathing :D
10. Drinking? Nothing.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed? Cookie monster :D
13. What do you wear to bed?- t-shirt & FBTs.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? No, lets keep it simple.
15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? I don't know her D:
16. How long is your longest relationship? 6 Months.
26. Whose house did you go to last night? Ahma's :D:D
27. What about the night before that? Ah ma's lah :D
28. Do you like anyone right now? Yeah.
29. Are you bored? Yes.
30. What is the last movie you watched? Mr Mag's Wonder Emporium.
32. What are you excited about? Getting myself stuck in this survey :D
34. Who was last to touch your butt? Haha, cookie monster.
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts? Haha yeah, I dreamt that they were teaching me Maths.
36. What’s on your mind right now? Nothing much. I'm getting tired.
37. Who was the last person to make you cry? Jaydon.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A.": Amanda
39. Do you care what others think about you? Yeah :D
41. Do you trust people easily? Terribly, no.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I don't think so.
43. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nope.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?- Jaydon to recover & get better.
45. Who was the last person you called? Dad.
46. Who was the last missed call? Jeslyn, I think.
47. What's your ring tone? Tonight :D
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year? No lah :D
49. What were you doing at 5pm last Friday night? NPDP D:
50. What happened at 10:00 am today? It hasnt reached yet. Lets predict, I'll be mugging.
ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. Where were you 2 hours ago? Online at home? :D
2. Who are you in love with? Hahaha :D
3. Is there anything green within 10 feet of you? Erm, no?
4. When is the last time you went to the mall? Two days ago or something.
5. Have you been to the movies in the last 3 days? Nah.
6. Are you laughing? Yes, after I read that question.
7. What were you doing at 11PM last night? On the way home from granny's.
8. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coke
9. What are you wearing right now? Blue shirt + fbts. (tucked in) erm, no.
11. Last food that you ate? Ngoh Hiang.
12. Where were you yesterday at this time? My bed.
13. When is the last time you ran? A couple of weeks ago.
14. What's the last sporting event you watched? Hippos trying to snap at each other.
15. What is your favorite animal? Cookie monsters.
16. Last person's house you were in? Granny's.
17. Have you ever been in love? I have chosen: YEAHHHH :D
18. Do you miss anyone right now? Yah
19. Last movie you saw? Can't remember.
20. What are your plans for tonight? Sleep.
I WANT TO STOP HERE COS' I FEEL DUMB. Byee :D I'm off to sleep.
2.41am
Check the time out :O I can't get to sleep anyway. So here's a quiz thing :)
Confess that in 2007 I:
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) madeout in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had a stalker -..-
( ) mooned someone
(-) went over the minutes/txting on your cell phone
(-) had/have a good relationship with someone
(-) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
( ) done something you've regretted
(-/) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe
SCHOOL:
( ) took an honors/advanced class
(-) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(-) met one teacher you really like
(-) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(-) skipped school
( ) did something you were proud of
(-) discovered a new talent
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(-) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER:
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a 'poem'
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(-) listened to music you couldn't stand
(-) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(-) laughed till you cried
( ) flirted shamelessly
(-) visited a foreign country
(-) budged in a line of waiting people
(-) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you
( ) lied about how old you were
(-) prank called someone
RANDOM
1. How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry this year? Two.
2. Have you ever broken the law? Yes :P
3. Ever kissed a smoker? Urgh, no.
4. Is it really like licking an ashtray?
5. What color shirt are you wearing right now? Blue :)
6. What's the weather like? Breezy, cos' of the fan :D
7. Can you see your phone? Nope, its getting charged in the room.
8. Do you have any pets? Nope.
9. What are you listening to right now? Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift.
10. What's your eye color? Dark brown.
11. Have you ever been called a bitch? Yes :D
13. Over the summer were you tan? Nope.
14. What are you doing? Doing this quiz :D
15. What did you do yesterday? All I can remember is CARDS :D
16. How many times have you seen your favorite movie? Like twice or something.
17. What holiday do you most enjoy? December one :D
18. Which one of your siblings do you look like? I only have a brother. & I don't wanna look like him D:
ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. What is the relationship between you and the last person you texted? Gerald, good friend :)
2. What is wrong with you right now? Everything.
3. Do you miss your first love? Yeah, but I don't want it back.
4. When did you last cry? Yesterday night or something.
5. Who do you hate? What the shit?
6. What do you want in your life right now? Jaydon to get better.
7. Are you happy? Not really :\
9. What do you smell like? I just finished bathing :D
10. Drinking? Nothing.
11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed? Cookie monster :D
13. What do you wear to bed?- t-shirt & FBTs.
14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? No, lets keep it simple.
15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? I don't know her D:
16. How long is your longest relationship? 6 Months.
26. Whose house did you go to last night? Ahma's :D:D
27. What about the night before that? Ah ma's lah :D
28. Do you like anyone right now? Yeah.
29. Are you bored? Yes.
30. What is the last movie you watched? Mr Mag's Wonder Emporium.
32. What are you excited about? Getting myself stuck in this survey :D
34. Who was last to touch your butt? Haha, cookie monster.
35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts? Haha yeah, I dreamt that they were teaching me Maths.
36. What’s on your mind right now? Nothing much. I'm getting tired.
37. Who was the last person to make you cry? Jaydon.
38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A.": Amanda
39. Do you care what others think about you? Yeah :D
41. Do you trust people easily? Terribly, no.
42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I don't think so.
43. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nope.
44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?- Jaydon to recover & get better.
45. Who was the last person you called? Dad.
46. Who was the last missed call? Jeslyn, I think.
47. What's your ring tone? Tonight :D
48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year? No lah :D
49. What were you doing at 5pm last Friday night? NPDP D:
50. What happened at 10:00 am today? It hasnt reached yet. Lets predict, I'll be mugging.
ANOTHER ONE ANOTHER ONE!
1. Where were you 2 hours ago? Online at home? :D
2. Who are you in love with? Hahaha :D
3. Is there anything green within 10 feet of you? Erm, no?
4. When is the last time you went to the mall? Two days ago or something.
5. Have you been to the movies in the last 3 days? Nah.
6. Are you laughing? Yes, after I read that question.
7. What were you doing at 11PM last night? On the way home from granny's.
8. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coke
9. What are you wearing right now? Blue shirt + fbts. (tucked in) erm, no.
11. Last food that you ate? Ngoh Hiang.
12. Where were you yesterday at this time? My bed.
13. When is the last time you ran? A couple of weeks ago.
14. What's the last sporting event you watched? Hippos trying to snap at each other.
15. What is your favorite animal? Cookie monsters.
16. Last person's house you were in? Granny's.
17. Have you ever been in love? I have chosen: YEAHHHH :D
18. Do you miss anyone right now? Yah
19. Last movie you saw? Can't remember.
20. What are your plans for tonight? Sleep.
I WANT TO STOP HERE COS' I FEEL DUMB. Byee :D I'm off to sleep.
mahjong mayhem
09.02.2008
12.21am
Okay, so I just got home from granny's place. Had a really good time playing cards with my cousins & uncles. I seriously think one of my uncle is just there simply to rob us of all our hongbao money. Haha :D He's like the banker so he gets everything when he gets bunluck :\ Bababa. Youren kept reminding me to "PUSH ALL YOUR LUCK" & it turned out that I lost a total of $130. Thanks ah.
Everyone initally bet on only $2, maximum $4. But today everyone raised their bets to like $10. That's an 80% increment. So the banker ended up winning a lot. My capital was $130 so I ran after I lost all :P Haha, what a joke. Lady luck didn't visit me today.
Tomorrow's just gonna be super & unbelievably BORING. I mean, its CNY & I've gotta mug for the upcoming HCL test that consists of like 5 chapters. Not forgetting there'd be another Chemistry test :O Sigh, so tomorrow's burnt. But I'm having some gathering on Sunday. Hope it'd be fun.
Its time i really PUSH ALL MY LUCK.
12.21am
Okay, so I just got home from granny's place. Had a really good time playing cards with my cousins & uncles. I seriously think one of my uncle is just there simply to rob us of all our hongbao money. Haha :D He's like the banker so he gets everything when he gets bunluck :\ Bababa. Youren kept reminding me to "PUSH ALL YOUR LUCK" & it turned out that I lost a total of $130. Thanks ah.
Everyone initally bet on only $2, maximum $4. But today everyone raised their bets to like $10. That's an 80% increment. So the banker ended up winning a lot. My capital was $130 so I ran after I lost all :P Haha, what a joke. Lady luck didn't visit me today.
Tomorrow's just gonna be super & unbelievably BORING. I mean, its CNY & I've gotta mug for the upcoming HCL test that consists of like 5 chapters. Not forgetting there'd be another Chemistry test :O Sigh, so tomorrow's burnt. But I'm having some gathering on Sunday. Hope it'd be fun.
Its time i really PUSH ALL MY LUCK.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
2nd day of CNY
08.02.2008 
2.03pm
Hello everyone. I'm home from the first half of the visiting today. I'm popping over to granny's later cos' aunty from JB is coming over. Somehow I'm longing to get there. So that I can play more cards & perhaps I'd be blessed with some lady luck today. Had been losing alot of $$$ the past few nights. Not a good start for the new year so I shall see if I can redeem myself some cash after today's games. I'm gonna snap more pictures later at granny. Hopefully I'll remember. Here are some for today anyway:
Mom, Me & Brother (as usual, trying to look cool).
I like the background. Damn cool >D
Dad's off to the airport for some work stuff so he landed mom, brother & me at home again. Waiting for him to return so we can go to granny's. In the meantime, I feel like starting on some homeworks but some other part of my body tells me not to :P I guess that spells LAZY :D Oh, & I read the scandal about Edison Chen. Damn shocking :O
I need more angbaos :D I think I hate my cousin. Oops. I think he should go for a haircut cos' his hair is poking into his eyes & I bet it hurts. He's gay :\
Tomorrow's gonna be stay-home-saturday for me cos' I'm gonna mug for my tests. Meatballs.
First day of CNY
8.02.2008
12.05am
Lukas amongst the new year goodies.
12.05am
Okay, so the first day of the Lunar Chinese New Year is officially over. How should I put it? Hmm, I feel that this year's CNY is just like a routine? Yeah more or less that's my point. I no longer consider myself as passionate about the waking up early & staying up late thing (just that I can't sleep). So today was plainly visiting relatives around the island (not like the island's really big or anything). I don't feel extremely exhilarated when I receive red packets. But I do enjoy playing cards :D I mean, somehow I get really involved that I care less about the surrounding. Granny is still at her sister's house doing some dry swimming (mahjong). Haha, whatever, I feel dumb.
Decided to snap some photos anyway, so here they are:
Brother & me, he says he looks good, but I doubt so.
Lukas & me, plus granny dashing past the camera at the foreground.
Lukas amongst the new year goodies.
My day would have been worst if it wasn't for my really, super, damn hilarious & adorable cousins. I think they're so cheeky & fun to play with :) Lukas is a future wushu pro man :D Haha.
I love to see grandmother cook. I have to inherit all her cooking skills. Its about time I learn how to cook. The only thing I can actually prepare is, lets see, cup noodles?
I couldn't get my mind off the fact that I may be losing someone really important to me. I've never experienced this before, ever so intense. I can only pray hard that nothing's gonna happen to him. I can't lose him like that. All of us can't. His family, his friends, his loved ones. He can't let anyone of us down. Its not him. & If this was a nightmare I want to wake up & never go back to sleep ever again. Its just so horrifying.
Once again,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
How should I react?
06.02.2008
2.19pm
"Now i've got to say that things arent what we expected. My mum is back but he just open his eyes and shut them again. He didnt take a second look at her which was very disappointing. So you can see how weak is he right now ya? But when i told him what you said,he didnt respond. I mean he didnt open his eyes,but he teared a little."
What am I gonna do? I can't make myself ruminate what could happen. I've got so many things I haven't said. I've tried being starry-eyed today. Couldn't help at all. I can be so happy in school & everything, but I don't know. It just hurts so much on the way home. I can't understand why is this happening.
Had a long conversation with Weiting last night till midnight. Talked about life. I realise I like to talk about life. Realised that the both of us are really diverse. But then again, that's what makes us close. Realised that life won't be that bad if we look at it in a lighter, more rosy manner then everything wouldn't seem so bad. But I have to admit that its hard. Extremely, when things really come into your way.
Chinese New Year isn't the same this year. Its so solemn this year. Don't feel any happiness surging up in particular. Maybe I've lost the passion in collecting angbaos already. There are more things to be upset about this time. & It just hurts badly. I want to go school for longer hours now to think of it. Then I won't think so much & be so paranoid. It feels like a dream.
Yay, its chinese new year :S
2.19pm
"Now i've got to say that things arent what we expected. My mum is back but he just open his eyes and shut them again. He didnt take a second look at her which was very disappointing. So you can see how weak is he right now ya? But when i told him what you said,he didnt respond. I mean he didnt open his eyes,but he teared a little."
What am I gonna do? I can't make myself ruminate what could happen. I've got so many things I haven't said. I've tried being starry-eyed today. Couldn't help at all. I can be so happy in school & everything, but I don't know. It just hurts so much on the way home. I can't understand why is this happening.
Had a long conversation with Weiting last night till midnight. Talked about life. I realise I like to talk about life. Realised that the both of us are really diverse. But then again, that's what makes us close. Realised that life won't be that bad if we look at it in a lighter, more rosy manner then everything wouldn't seem so bad. But I have to admit that its hard. Extremely, when things really come into your way.
Chinese New Year isn't the same this year. Its so solemn this year. Don't feel any happiness surging up in particular. Maybe I've lost the passion in collecting angbaos already. There are more things to be upset about this time. & It just hurts badly. I want to go school for longer hours now to think of it. Then I won't think so much & be so paranoid. It feels like a dream.
Yay, its chinese new year :S
I'm flying off.
9.00pm
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Walao, frig man i want go Aus
Ellie says:
I give you free ticket!
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
I want go lah
Ellie says:
_______________________
(ap)One way Australia
______________________
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Bye, I'm taking off.
Lol, I love Ellie.
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Walao, frig man i want go Aus
Ellie says:
I give you free ticket!
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
I want go lah
Ellie says:
_______________________
(ap)One way Australia
______________________
(Vivien.T) JLKW♥ says:
Bye, I'm taking off.
Lol, I love Ellie.
I have pretty low EQ
| Your EQ is 147 |
 You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction. |
A tragical news.
05.02.2008
7.35pm
Someone just heard from someone's someone that someone's admitted to the hospital again. Someone's feeling extremely superfluous now. Someone can't even be there to talk to someone. Everything feels so untuned. So what's going to happen so someone now? Nobody wishes to lose someone so someone would better recover shortly. Its such a torment for someone, actually everyone around someone. Someone can't violate someone's promise. Someone's not gonna depart someone like that, no. Someone can't be that unkind. Everyone's gotta trust someone. Someone never lets anyone down.
I know, I hate the way people post like this too but I can't disclose too much. Its too private. Perhaps Weiting & a few others can understand. On a lighter note, CNY is coming. Everyone's so looking forward. But I beg to differ. I do not feel super exalted or any or some sort. However I know I can't be killjoy for my family, sticking out a glum face during CNY.
I'm so afraid of what could happen.
7.35pm
Someone just heard from someone's someone that someone's admitted to the hospital again. Someone's feeling extremely superfluous now. Someone can't even be there to talk to someone. Everything feels so untuned. So what's going to happen so someone now? Nobody wishes to lose someone so someone would better recover shortly. Its such a torment for someone, actually everyone around someone. Someone can't violate someone's promise. Someone's not gonna depart someone like that, no. Someone can't be that unkind. Everyone's gotta trust someone. Someone never lets anyone down.
I know, I hate the way people post like this too but I can't disclose too much. Its too private. Perhaps Weiting & a few others can understand. On a lighter note, CNY is coming. Everyone's so looking forward. But I beg to differ. I do not feel super exalted or any or some sort. However I know I can't be killjoy for my family, sticking out a glum face during CNY.
I'm so afraid of what could happen.
Monday, February 04, 2008
What a joke, taxi driver.
04.02.2008
6.27pm
Try a little harder, taxi driver :D
Talking to Weiting online now. We both agreed that one day we're gonna be so happy that we're gonna float. We're both gonna work hard for that day :) Not that life isn't good now, life's perfect. Just sometimes we fall into bottomless pits. Then its time we buck up, see the light, & trek on. Don't see life colourless. I'm gonna stop seeing life like that. There's so much to expect, so many things to work towards. No point looking down/back :) Was thinking about life so far on my way home on 29 today. Realised that many times I'm not contented with life. Then I thought about some other people. It isn't that bad actually. Its better than getting my head stuck in a fishtank. I should learn to be happy with my own life. What's there else to ask for? We can't take things for granted. Appreciate it :D
Guess today didn't have much to elaborate on. Just that life's simply like that everyday. Which I believe is a good thing :D Yay, I'm done & I'm gonna go back to study Geography. Its FLOODing me.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Ballet was crazy :D
03.02.2008
10.51pm
Someone's not replying someone yet & someone's getting worried. Someone hopes someone is doing fine & someone wants to see someone online cos' someone can't concentrate. Someone hopes that someone will reply soon so that someone can tell someone something. Someone's praying hard for someone's reply.
Had ballet the whole day today. Well, maybe not that whole day. Just 2pm-4pm, then 6.30pm-7.30pm. In between, Chenning & I went to mug at Starbucks. I love the Caramel Macchiato there. Its so addictive. I can't stop thinking about it. I love their Mocha Frappucino too :D There's a ballet step called "frappe". Hahah, real cool.
Mugging in Starbucks' really great. You can study with that immense coffee aroma. Conducive environment man! Haha, gonna go there more often to mug :D Rather than staying at home. I'll just get bored & start looking for things to eat. Starbucks sells expensive food so that can refrain me from buying food :D Just their coffee would do :D
Ballet was crazy today though. Simply because the weather was too cold, all of us seemed to be more jumpy to get ourselves warm :D Went home with DebraR after ballet. Took 29 together. I realise DebraT can take 29 too :D Haha. If ballet's gonna continue every week with two lessons like this, we'll have so much fun :D & I can make myself study :)
10.51pm
Someone's not replying someone yet & someone's getting worried. Someone hopes someone is doing fine & someone wants to see someone online cos' someone can't concentrate. Someone hopes that someone will reply soon so that someone can tell someone something. Someone's praying hard for someone's reply.
Had ballet the whole day today. Well, maybe not that whole day. Just 2pm-4pm, then 6.30pm-7.30pm. In between, Chenning & I went to mug at Starbucks. I love the Caramel Macchiato there. Its so addictive. I can't stop thinking about it. I love their Mocha Frappucino too :D There's a ballet step called "frappe". Hahah, real cool.
Mugging in Starbucks' really great. You can study with that immense coffee aroma. Conducive environment man! Haha, gonna go there more often to mug :D Rather than staying at home. I'll just get bored & start looking for things to eat. Starbucks sells expensive food so that can refrain me from buying food :D Just their coffee would do :D
Ballet was crazy today though. Simply because the weather was too cold, all of us seemed to be more jumpy to get ourselves warm :D Went home with DebraR after ballet. Took 29 together. I realise DebraT can take 29 too :D Haha. If ballet's gonna continue every week with two lessons like this, we'll have so much fun :D & I can make myself study :)
Saturday, February 02, 2008
What Vivien means.
| What Vivien Means |
 You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
I SHOULD BE STUDYING.
03.02.2008
11.43pm
Okay I was planning not to touch the computer today but dad made me do so. Okay maybe I made myself do so. He just wanted me to switch on the computer for him to use but I'm the one using now D: Shit I should be mugging Chemistry now for the test tomorrow but I think something's wrong with me cos' I actually forgot to bring my textbook home D: I'm really terrified with Amaths & I hope I don't fail it tomorrow. I have two ballet lesssons today :D
I'm off to mug. I read Wenxin's blog which made me feel even more guilty. Haha, goodbye.
I think Nat Ho is hot.
11.43pm
Okay I was planning not to touch the computer today but dad made me do so. Okay maybe I made myself do so. He just wanted me to switch on the computer for him to use but I'm the one using now D: Shit I should be mugging Chemistry now for the test tomorrow but I think something's wrong with me cos' I actually forgot to bring my textbook home D: I'm really terrified with Amaths & I hope I don't fail it tomorrow. I have two ballet lesssons today :D
I'm off to mug. I read Wenxin's blog which made me feel even more guilty. Haha, goodbye.
I think Nat Ho is hot.
Band Concert :)
02.02.2008 
Yet another busy day. I guess life's gonna be so congested everyday from now D: I doubt I'm prepared yet. I miss being free/easy :( Went to Westwood Secondary School for air rifle competition briefing today. It took about one hour to get there. & my neck was hurting so badly. Certain rules & regulations were rather common sense therefore it doesn't need much elaborations at all during the briefing. I wonder why they have to go on for so long. It took them ages to get the admin work done. Otherwise we could have finished earlier. Efficiency, see.
11.17pm
Yet another busy day. I guess life's gonna be so congested everyday from now D: I doubt I'm prepared yet. I miss being free/easy :( Went to Westwood Secondary School for air rifle competition briefing today. It took about one hour to get there. & my neck was hurting so badly. Certain rules & regulations were rather common sense therefore it doesn't need much elaborations at all during the briefing. I wonder why they have to go on for so long. It took them ages to get the admin work done. Otherwise we could have finished earlier. Efficiency, see.
After the long-winded briefing, we head on over to Bukit Gombak MRT. We saw a spectacular view of Singapore. The small "guilin" in Bukit Batok. We felt like we had just sat foot on China again :D Alighted at the MRT station & some of us settled down for some Thai takeaway food. The tomyam kway teow was great, serving fresh prawns & squids. But I seriously seriously am in love with the mushrooms :D Hahaha, super delicious :D After that we took our usual walk over to Top Notch.
Shot pretty alright in today's practice. Improved by a good 40pts. Really glad that I can focus more & my arms can stable the rifle better. I felt so comforted :) I hope I can keep it up though. There would still be another training on the 13th Feb, three days before the competition day D: Had a whale of a time simply doodling on the whiteboard in Top Notch while the seniors were having their rounds. We were sketching really stupid pictures! :D
Took a super lengthy MRT journey all the way back to Tampines to meet Weiting. Shopped around Tampines Mall. RachelY & Weiting were calling me "mother" cos' I like to "die die bu xiu". Hahah, oh yeah :D
Went for the concert after that. It was good, I enjoyed it. Spotted Mingli, Teri, Yongquan & Ellie when I reached there. Bought them roses too :D All four different colours :D The finale was the most memorable I guess. I love Chinese New Year songs :D It brought up the entire atmostphere of the hall, which was great. Was clapping like so mad person :D I loved it.
Friday, February 01, 2008
I'm feeling nauseous.
01.02.2008
10.55pm
Yay, lets welcome ourselves to February. Its leap year this year, which means there's gonna be a 29th February, which only happens once every four year. It'd so cool if I was born on a 29th too.
I'm so shagged & worn out. Had drills after school in headquarters. Somehow it isn't as fun as attending training in school with all my squadmates. Somehow I can't see the spark in NPDP. Maybe cos' we aren't suppose to sort of, "enjoy" the time we spend repeating & repeating the same drills all over again. Did like a donkey times of Hentak, & the soles of my feet are hurting. But I guess without all these repetition our drills will never improve.
Was trying to get the A-Maths stuff into my brains on the bus home, but I only got myself nauseous & annoyed. It was so difficult trying to keep myself concentrated on my work when the entire bus was engage in some form of loud-hailer kind of communication. I got so fed up I decided to sing to myself on the bus but I didn't know RachelY heard it D: Its darn embarassing. She wasn't suppose to hear it!
I'm still feeling a little giddy right now though its been like 2hrs since I got home. If every Friday's gonna be like that I wonder if my life will shorten due to exhaustion. & I don't get why the sir commanding needs to cough out loud when he's using a microphone. I'm sure it ain't as tiring hollering at others what to do as compared to locking our arms & chins up. Baaaaa.
I HAVE AIR RIFLE TOMORROW.
10.55pm
Yay, lets welcome ourselves to February. Its leap year this year, which means there's gonna be a 29th February, which only happens once every four year. It'd so cool if I was born on a 29th too.
I'm so shagged & worn out. Had drills after school in headquarters. Somehow it isn't as fun as attending training in school with all my squadmates. Somehow I can't see the spark in NPDP. Maybe cos' we aren't suppose to sort of, "enjoy" the time we spend repeating & repeating the same drills all over again. Did like a donkey times of Hentak, & the soles of my feet are hurting. But I guess without all these repetition our drills will never improve.
Was trying to get the A-Maths stuff into my brains on the bus home, but I only got myself nauseous & annoyed. It was so difficult trying to keep myself concentrated on my work when the entire bus was engage in some form of loud-hailer kind of communication. I got so fed up I decided to sing to myself on the bus but I didn't know RachelY heard it D: Its darn embarassing. She wasn't suppose to hear it!
I'm still feeling a little giddy right now though its been like 2hrs since I got home. If every Friday's gonna be like that I wonder if my life will shorten due to exhaustion. & I don't get why the sir commanding needs to cough out loud when he's using a microphone. I'm sure it ain't as tiring hollering at others what to do as compared to locking our arms & chins up. Baaaaa.
I HAVE AIR RIFLE TOMORROW.
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