2.19pm
"Now i've got to say that things arent what we expected. My mum is back but he just open his eyes and shut them again. He didnt take a second look at her which was very disappointing. So you can see how weak is he right now ya? But when i told him what you said,he didnt respond. I mean he didnt open his eyes,but he teared a little."
What am I gonna do? I can't make myself ruminate what could happen. I've got so many things I haven't said. I've tried being starry-eyed today. Couldn't help at all. I can be so happy in school & everything, but I don't know. It just hurts so much on the way home. I can't understand why is this happening.
Had a long conversation with Weiting last night till midnight. Talked about life. I realise I like to talk about life. Realised that the both of us are really diverse. But then again, that's what makes us close. Realised that life won't be that bad if we look at it in a lighter, more rosy manner then everything wouldn't seem so bad. But I have to admit that its hard. Extremely, when things really come into your way.
Chinese New Year isn't the same this year. Its so solemn this year. Don't feel any happiness surging up in particular. Maybe I've lost the passion in collecting angbaos already. There are more things to be upset about this time. & It just hurts badly. I want to go school for longer hours now to think of it. Then I won't think so much & be so paranoid. It feels like a dream.
Yay, its chinese new year :S
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