Agony

30th November 2008
1:51am

I just revisited my hotmail sent items, & I wished I hadn't. I'm feeling so much now, so cheated. What was wrong with me? What is wrong with me right till now? Why did I even click on those emails that I've written? Why did I even typed them? Not to mention I even sent them out. I wish you didn't exist. I really hope you'd just vanish. I hope I didn't even know you. Why did I even befriend you in the first place? You played with the strings you attached me to. You controlled every single decision I didn't have to make.

Good riddance, I've finally deleted every single detail enough to trigger another set of overflowing memory of you. You're such a jerk. I swear if I see you again I'll kill you with my well-prepared dictionary of profanities.

Hell of a puppet.